Lesson's Learned

[KcCrystal]

Just some random thoughts:

I've learned never trust someone that has a history of stabbing ya in the back..

I've a learned that you go no where when you lie..

I've learned to be proud of who I am weather or not someone choses to like me or hate me.

I've learned that making friends is alot harder then it looks.

I've learned to love all the members of SR like family.

I've learned to except changes in my life instead of fighting change.

I've also learned that I can't spell worth shiny But that is who I am.

I've learned that dogs are the ones who love you no matter what.

I've learned that getting help isn't such a bad thing.

And Last but not least:

I've learned to never become what I once was. A decitfull pain in everyone's a**. I've taken what life has given me & taken an all new outlook on things. I've learned to love life for what is. And that I should just go with it. Instead of trying to change things I can't.

[Phinneas]

Those are some beautiful lessons, Crystal.

I have learned, too, that no one is going to take care of me, but me. No one is going to change me for the better, but me. I have beautiful people around me, but the real work is the inside work.

Keep doing the inside work, Crystal. It's shining through.

[indigo]

Go for it KC

love indigo

[Paulie]

I've learned that I cant' do this life thing alone, I need a relationship with my HP and people who love me.

and I have learned that good brings good and bad brings bad!

[KcCrystal]

And I just learned that alot of people don't understand that you can change your past if you try hard enough..

[Phinneas]

Originally Posted by KcCrystal

...you can change your past if you try hard enough..

Oh? How so?

[KcCrystal]

I've been through so much **** the past couple days.. I feel if I work hard enough I can put all the things I did to people behind me and work on makeing my life better. I can change things. I'm really really rattled right now, so forgive me if this isn't makeing sense..

[51anna]

Maybe you mean that you can change as a person Crystal. That's definitely true. But you can never change the past, though I sure do wish I could! What you can do is live the way you want to live today and that will make your life better.

[KcCrystal]

Thats what I meant. I'm haveing stress filled day today.. Alot of people are on me about alot of differant things..

[51anna]

Crystal, I think you're starting to make positive changes in your life and that can add to your stress too. But, just try to believe in yourself. You're going to be able to live the life you want!

[KcCrystal]

Well to add to my stress, not one but 2 other forums has pretty much made me the outcast. So I'm trying to let it all go, and leave it to my HP.. But I'm really finding it hard to let go of someone of the anger I feel inside when they still say rude things to me..