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10-11-2005, 11:52 AM
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| Member Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: stockton,california
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| dusting off
hello ladies as many of you know i cant allways acsses the computer things are okay i keep fu..... up i have been on a benge i realy want to be sober and i do fine intell the evening time i always start drinking at the same time i have been unsucsesfull in bieng able to get past 5:30 pm.i feel good today hope i make it threw.i just get so angery with my self i have been sober before i know what its like to have a sober life.i just keep hitting my head against the wall.something has to give i want out of this darkness.i will spend the rest of my day in prayer and try to stay focused on the prize.i just need some help right now some incuragement.thanks for listening hope you all have a good day.Ill try to dust myself off one more time  |
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10-11-2005, 11:59 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: So California
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When we change the way we look at things... the things we look at change... If you drink at the same time everyday..you need to change something about that time... be in a place where it would be almost impossible to drink...... One day at a time..sometimes one hour at a time... 
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10-22-2005, 02:08 AM
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| Dopeless Hope Fiend Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: anchorage Alaska
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Kylah, I hope you try again and keep trying every day for the rest of your life..recovery is something worth fighting for because this disease has robbed me of every single worthwhile thing in my life..you don't sound very happy and I certainly know all about the self loathing that comes right along with the drink..I don't have any easy answers only a want desire to be clean and sober and thank god that is all that is required to work this program..things had to get so bad with me that I had to go to jail for a year because of something terrible that happened when I was drinking..I almost took the life of my own child driving drunk...as well as myself..believe me when I say I never thought anything like that would happen to me but in the blinking of a eye my whole life was forever changed..I have not had a drink since that day and luckily have my child with me now..but it took the fight of my life to reclaim any type of life and I am still struggling to right the wrongs I caused..some I can never change..I just pray that nothing so bad has to happen to you because of alcohol,,I know what it cost me and many others ..please keep coming back and posting your feelings ..have you been to any meetings..I just got back from one that made me so grateful to have this chance to tell you that people do care and to reach out with all your strength because you are worth it Kylah..write back and let us know how you are because I will be thinking of you...love in recov northbelle
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10-22-2005, 05:40 AM
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| Forum Leader  Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light
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Hi Kylah, Glad you're back. I also used to drink at the same time every day. But there is a way out. I needed to plan something different and specific at the time of the day when I'd be drinking. For example, don't be at home if that's where you drink, plan to go shopping, go for a hike, anything that changes the routine. Then you can step out of this vicious cycle.
__________________ Anna  "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou |
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