I am going to be here alot

[liveweyerd]

I have spent the last couple of years worrying about the addictive nature of my anti-anxiety med. I am finally clear about that. I don't abuse it and its impact on my life makes the difference between whether I am crippled or living life. Glad that is resolved finally in my mind.
I do have an addiction to face. Cigarettes. I finally got the nerve to go to the nicotine forum a couple of weeks ago and read. Today I got up the gumption to post. I have not quit.
But then again, when a person enters an AA room, they haven't quit yet either. It is a start.
I have begun journaling. My new hubby bought me the most beautiful journal, it won my admiration. It is leather bound with a ship embossed on it that says voyages and has the name of cities around the world around it. It is fine paper, with a ribbon to mark pages.
It has been years since I was willing to write, tho' I have loved it since a child, it's just that everytime my privacy was violated and at times used against me in horrid ways. I am glad to have been given this gift back. I will definitely find it very useful.
In fact, I am ready to start working through a number of things.
Thank you all for this wonderful place to draw strength from.

[Paulie]

Umm wedding details....still waiting tapping foot .

I love journaling...you know that.

Congrats on wanting to stop smoking.

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(((((((((((((((Tena)))))))))))))))))))))

Huge hugs are on the way......................and congratulations on your marriage!!! Very happy for you!