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10-21-2004, 10:45 AM
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| Meow!  Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow
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| Had another 1 of those dreams again......
were I was :friday: & doing dope!!!! :cry3: I hate it cuz I woke up jonzing!!! Now, I can't stop thinking about the dope (meth) My whole body is having like a reaction or something...make sense? Please don't think I'm weird! lol But I keep thinking if I get some "stuff" maybe I can do it just this 1 time & put it down! But I know that would NEVER happen, cuz for me, doing dope is like eating Lays Potato Chips...can't just have 1! Gotta go to a meeting, thanks for letting me let this out! Just needed to vent!
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10-21-2004, 11:20 AM
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| tha toastah  Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: montreal, quebec
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hi! yes it makes sence my dear! sometimes i have dreams about meth like 3-4 nights in arow.. or dreams of old meth head friends... and when i wake up im so grateful to be sober! but the last dream i had involved to feelings of guilt.. which was scary. but god i hate those... take care!
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10-21-2004, 11:57 AM
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| It is what it is!!!  Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Sobriety
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BC - You are doing the right thing, talking about it and using your tools. I having using dreams, I have dreams about old using friends, and I too wake up grateful!!! Remember....you and HP would know.
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10-21-2004, 12:12 PM
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| ~FEELS SO ALIVE~  Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: In A sTaTe Of HaPPiNeSS
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{{{{{{{{{butterfly}}}}}}}}}}}Im glad you are still holdin on~~Please dont allow yourself to glamorize for one minute!!If it was any good you would still be doing it and wouldnt have fought so hard to get all this clean time ..right???Thats what i tell myself~~I still have dreams where i can smell my DOC while i am using in my dream..That really sux !!!When i wake up i am very glad it was just a dream~~You wanna have more than just one of something ..I think you would be safer havin the lays chips  ...LOLHope your able to get back on track and have a good day!!
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10-21-2004, 07:33 PM
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| Member  Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land
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((((((((BF)))))))) I have posted before, that I still have drug dreams. It's just natural for us, even though it does suck sometimes. Just be grateful it was only a dream. Make sure you keep talking about it and going to meetings.
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10-22-2004, 09:44 AM
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| Meow! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow
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THANKS YA'LL, REALLY APPRECIATE YA'LL'S FEEDBACK, HELPS ME & MAKES ME FEEL NOT SO ALONE ANYMORE I SWEAR, I THOUGHT I WAS NUTS OR SOMETHING!! LOL
__________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~ |
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10-24-2004, 02:19 AM
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heard a lot of times in aa people drank in their dreams and woke up with a hangover..It happened to me the first time last month..When I had the diner and all the people including my bf were drinking..Don't remember dreaming of it but when I woke up it felt like I had a hangover(a light one) but it felt like that...LOVE FROM Stefanie
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10-24-2004, 08:10 AM
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I get that hung over feeling if I am out too late or at a party the night before. Especially if I go to an NA dance that is over late. I am totally useless the next day.
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10-24-2004, 09:45 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: mass
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Sorry I am so late I hope you got through you urges with out using. You need to remember all the pain and suffering it cost you and your relationship. The arguing the cops being called. The abuse. Try to always remember your worse day using when you want to use it helped me through some really tough times.
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