HIya Ladies

[bubblze30]

I just wnted to let you all know my medication is working great. The geodon after the side affects wore off I was left with this great burst of energy. I love the feeling I no longer feel bipolar or depressed for that matter. I have not been replying to posts and reading them because I have no mouse pad and it's been driving me crazy not being able to use the mouse properlly. Grrrr!!! Never knew how aggravating it cou;d me. So I will be getting a new mouse pad hopefully soon or I will lose it all together. I have been making sure to post the reading it's scrolling and just anything with the mouse that's peeing me off. Write again soon. Sorry I missed so many posts I wish there was another way besides the mouse. PC illiterate

[ButterflyChaser]

Hiya Bubblze, glad your meds are working for you! Just curious, whatcha taken?? Or is that rude to ask? I dunno? lol

[2stop]

(((((((((Bubblzes))))))))))

So glad to hear the meds are working so well. Huge hugs coming your way.

I know how frustrating a computer can be..if it isn't one things it's another, if it's not a virus, it's a modem or a keyboard not working..LOL..drives me up the all. Granted I do get more done wehn I stay off the ole puter awhile..but I miss you guys alot. Hope you continue doing well. Lots of thoughts and prayers coming your way.(((((((Hugs))))))))

Am super busy now.... Got me German Shepherd two days ago..she is a strong willed one, training her is a challenge for sure. But it is going to help my recovery alot I think. Reinforces that each day is a process, you can't expect immediate results with everything,you just have to be patient and do the right thing each day, then say Que sera sera..what will be will be.

Have a great day my friend.

[namommy]

Hey Bubblze,

I was wonder where you've been. I am glad to hear your meds are working. It gives us a whole new appreciation for the quality of our lives when we finally find something that works well.

This puter thing is frustrating me today as well. For some reason I have to click on each thread twice before it SLOWLY takes me in.

[bubblze30]

well day four or five of the great feeling. I have energy, a smile on my face and just an all around feeling that everything is great. Even a bad situation don't drag me down. My daughter has been testing me She got punished for two days the found out she wrote on the wall she got a week for that. She then called from a friends house on a day she was punished so I gave her more time.Finally ring,ring,ring it's the principal with overnight suspension. I am telling you ladies remember in the past I would crawl into bed for a day when these things happen. Well, IO have yet to crawl into bed. Heck I wanted to take a nap and could not sleep so I think I finally got a pill that works for me. For those who asked it is Geodon started at forty milligrams and now on eighty and thats working so I won't go up. It's the feeling I lost when I was a child at seven. I feel all these good feeling and I handle the bad with a different mood. It's not all peaches and cream but the bad is like my old good. So it seems to be all good to me. Let's pray for all those trying to find a med to work. If I stopprd I would have never knew those few side affects are totally gone know and it's all good. I got the mouse pad now I no longer want to throw the pc out the window. You will see more more often now.LOL. Good day ladies and God bless he sure did bless me. I am even talking to people instead of hiding and avoiding people.

[wastedtime4me]

Hey there {{{{{{{bubblze}}}}}}}
IM glad you got a mouse pad finally..We have missed you around here!!Also good for you on not goin to bed when things get tough with the kiddo~~Sometimes all it takes is a bit of adjusting on the meds and by george i think you've got it..LOL
I havent been around here much either .I am takin the time today to try and give back ~~Have a grateful day my friend~

[namommy]

Hey Bubblze,

I am so happy for you. I know that feeling that you are talking about when you finally find the meds that work. I'm glad you got a mouse pad and can start posting again.

[bubblze30]

Hi again ladies. You know I ran all over the city to get things done and would you know everything I tried to get done I could not. It was the computers are down or we need more paper work and would you know it didn't even make me want to rip heads off. Also I me the one who hides is going to walk downtown and goto a meeting. I am even thinking about church. I say hi to people and make conversation waiting for the bus. I am telling you ladies it's even better then that week I had in the past. I have no urge to strike back at people verbally or physically. I just got to stop waiting for the bad to come back. I keep waiting for that low feeling to come but nothing. Thanks for all your well wishes and being there for me in all my awful moments. I love not napping I feel great I think I am even losing weight imagine if this is true my life jkust can't get better. I am flat broke and don't care. I am just so happy. I guess we will see when the smokes run oput LOL

[Paulie]

I am glad you are feeling better.

[namommy]

That's great, I am glad you are enjoying life. That is what we are meant to do.

[nyyfan]

That's great! I'm so glad for you!

[bubblze30]

Just got back from the noon time meeting. It went well, although I had a strong urge to share. They had speakers so I didn't offer but had the urge. I am thinking I will on monday. Why not... Now off to play some games thank you mouse pad!!!!!