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dragonlady · 10-17-2004, 04:11 PM

I'm so f****ing dprssed! I'm so sick of my misrable life! This ould be longer if my keyboard didn't have a short, on top of all the other $hit that's going on. Screw it all! :AR15firin

namommy · 10-17-2004, 04:51 PM

Hang in there. Find something to be grateful for.
At least you have a computer to complain about.

daisypatch · 10-17-2004, 07:06 PM

I get so depressed at times Ive cried a lot the last 2 months so much that my ears are infected from my sineses clogging up. Things seemed to finnally change for me when I went to a meeting and met a ladie just getting her 9 month chip. She talked about the courage Christifer Reeves showed, the things he aclomplished from his wheelchair, then she continued to tell me how her husband died 4 years ago, her son drowned a year later and her middle son died of a drug overdose a year ago. Suddenlly my marraige ending and all my problems became so small, I became so gratefull. I still hurt but I am so grateful for the very specail blessings god sends my way everyday. Also depresion could be a sighn we are physacly sick we take care of everyone else we aren't used to taking care of our selfes sometimes we over look our own needs.

wastedtime4me · 10-17-2004, 07:20 PM

{{{{{{{{{{DRAGONLADY}}}}}}}}I am so sorry your goin through a tough time right now!! I agree with the others.I know it is easier said than done but only you can get yourself outta this darkness!! Please try and find some of the goodness in your life..There has to be something...Do you have kids?I believe i remember you sayin you did...Thats something to be grateful for..You have another day that means another chance to make this new day better than the last..Come on ..dont give up before the miracle happens!! p.m me if you need to talk in private..I am always in need of a friend myself and it sounds like you could use one too!! {{{{{{{{bighugs}}}}sendin prayers your way~~

Kylie · 10-17-2004, 08:21 PM

Hi Dragonlady,
Sorry to here your feeling so down. Why not go for a stroll. A half hour of walking every other day increases your vitality and energy level and you find yourself less depressed. Hey its worth a try! Hope your feeling better soon.

dragonlady · 10-17-2004, 10:03 PM

thanks girls, i'm sitting on the pity-pot right now-yes, thank god for pc-i'ts my only escape. And the on-screen keyboard is a sanity saver-kb is shot-i'll be alright.

maslanyjean · 10-18-2004, 04:48 AM

Hi dragonlady
when the weather changes sometimes you get depressed
also the holidays are comming
im always nutts around that time.
please hang in there
jean

namommy · 10-18-2004, 05:51 AM

Jean,

Please, don't mention the "H" word. lol

ButterflyChaser · 10-18-2004, 10:42 AM

Hey Girl, I hope you feel better!!!! Remember I am ALWAYS here for you! and I also have an extra keyboard for ya, it's just getting it to ya!
((((((((((((((((((((dragonlady)))))))))))))))))))) ))))

Paulie · 10-18-2004, 10:43 AM

Dragonlady -

I have read this thread a few times and I keep hesitating to post, the codie in me, ya know?

But here goes....nothing changes if nothing changes. I am saying this not just to you, but to me also.

What are you going to do TODAY, not tomorrow, not next week, but TODAY to make a change.
I am not saying we are not allowed to be depressed once in a while, but we need to make changes to change. You know what I mean?

dragonlady · 10-18-2004, 10:10 PM

yeah, Paulie I know what you mean. And I am trying, there's just TOO much $hit going on to deal with right now. I wanna run away!

maslanyjean · 10-19-2004, 05:05 AM

goodmorning,
i wanted to share about my recovery
for the first 10 years i was trying so hard not be depressed
not to be angry but no matter how much recovery i did
i was still feeling low.
didnt drink but still in and out of a dark hole.
some people need other help.
i needed zoloft.
after 2 weeks the hole got lighter.
and i felt much better.
thanks for letting me share

**51anna** · 10-19-2004, 06:11 AM

Hi Dragonlady,

I'm sorry too that you're feeling down right now. And, that there's so many things that need changing in your life. I get like that too sometimes, but try to pick one thing, even one very small thing and change it right now. Because that change will cause other changes in your life and you'll be surprised. My thoughts are with you.

Love, Anna

dragonlady · 10-19-2004, 07:23 AM

i'm still working on getting evaluated so that i can get the help i need-it may be zoloft or such. thanx

ButterflyChaser · 10-19-2004, 10:29 AM

I was on Zoloft once, for a year...hope it works for you!

Are u doing better today??
Will a new keyboard help? heck!! I'll mail it to you!

think I'm kidding, I'M NOT!!

Love You girl!!!

dragonlady · 10-19-2004, 02:44 PM

:hbones

Paulie · 10-20-2004, 08:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by dragonlady

yeah, Paulie I know what you mean. And I am trying, there's just TOO much $hit going on to deal with right now. I wanna run away!

I understand the wanting to run feeling, trust me on that one. But you know the saying 'where ever you go...there you are'.

So today, pick one thing to deal with and do it. Just one thing at a time.

10-17-2004, 04:11 PM	#1 (permalink)
dragonlady Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: colmesneil, texas Posts: 120	depressed I'm so f****ing dprssed! I'm so sick of my misrable life! This ould be longer if my keyboard didn't have a short, on top of all the other $hit that's going on. Screw it all! :AR15firin __________________ "CAN'T FIND THE ANSWER'S, BEEN CRAWLING ON MY KNEES-LOOKING FOR ANYTHING TO KEEP ME FROM DROWNING" Godsmack

10-17-2004, 04:51 PM	#2 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	Hang in there. Find something to be grateful for. At least you have a computer to complain about. __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

10-17-2004, 07:06 PM	#3 (permalink)
daisypatch Member Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Surfside Beach. SC Posts: 25	I get so depressed at times Ive cried a lot the last 2 months so much that my ears are infected from my sineses clogging up. Things seemed to finnally change for me when I went to a meeting and met a ladie just getting her 9 month chip. She talked about the courage Christifer Reeves showed, the things he aclomplished from his wheelchair, then she continued to tell me how her husband died 4 years ago, her son drowned a year later and her middle son died of a drug overdose a year ago. Suddenlly my marraige ending and all my problems became so small, I became so gratefull. I still hurt but I am so grateful for the very specail blessings god sends my way everyday. Also depresion could be a sighn we are physacly sick we take care of everyone else we aren't used to taking care of our selfes sometimes we over look our own needs. __________________ God cant give you anything new until you let go of the old.....

10-17-2004, 07:20 PM	#4 (permalink)
wastedtime4me ~FEELS SO ALIVE~ Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: In A sTaTe Of HaPPiNeSS Posts: 643	{{{{{{{{{{DRAGONLADY}}}}}}}}I am so sorry your goin through a tough time right now!! I agree with the others.I know it is easier said than done but only you can get yourself outta this darkness!! Please try and find some of the goodness in your life..There has to be something...Do you have kids?I believe i remember you sayin you did...Thats something to be grateful for..You have another day that means another chance to make this new day better than the last..Come on ..dont give up before the miracle happens!! p.m me if you need to talk in private..I am always in need of a friend myself and it sounds like you could use one too!! {{{{{{{{bighugs}}}}sendin prayers your way~~ __________________ ~WaStEdTiMe4Me~

10-17-2004, 08:21 PM	#5 (permalink)
Kylie Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Australia Posts: 11	Hi Dragonlady, Sorry to here your feeling so down. Why not go for a stroll. A half hour of walking every other day increases your vitality and energy level and you find yourself less depressed. Hey its worth a try! Hope your feeling better soon. __________________ If you can learn from hard knocks, you can also learn from soft touches. CAROLYN DENMORE

10-17-2004, 10:03 PM	#6 (permalink)
dragonlady Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: colmesneil, texas Posts: 120	thanks girls, i'm sitting on the pity-pot right now-yes, thank god for pc-i'ts my only escape. And the on-screen keyboard is a sanity saver-kb is shot-i'll be alright. __________________ "CAN'T FIND THE ANSWER'S, BEEN CRAWLING ON MY KNEES-LOOKING FOR ANYTHING TO KEEP ME FROM DROWNING" Godsmack

10-18-2004, 04:48 AM	#7 (permalink)
maslanyjean Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: CATASAUQUA PA Posts: 8	Hi dragonlady when the weather changes sometimes you get depressed also the holidays are comming im always nutts around that time. please hang in there jean

10-18-2004, 05:51 AM	#8 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	Jean, Please, don't mention the "H" word. lol __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

10-18-2004, 10:42 AM	#9 (permalink)
ButterflyChaser Meow! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow Posts: 1,023	Hey Girl, I hope you feel better!!!! Remember I am ALWAYS here for you! and I also have an extra keyboard for ya, it's just getting it to ya! ((((((((((((((((((((dragonlady)))))))))))))))))))) )))) __________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~

10-18-2004, 10:43 AM	#10 (permalink)
Paulie It is what it is!!! Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Sobriety Posts: 5,518	Dragonlady - I have read this thread a few times and I keep hesitating to post, the codie in me, ya know? But here goes....nothing changes if nothing changes. I am saying this not just to you, but to me also. What are you going to do TODAY, not tomorrow, not next week, but TODAY to make a change. I am not saying we are not allowed to be depressed once in a while, but we need to make changes to change. You know what I mean? __________________ I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as I'll know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new~JFT, 1/27/06 The difference between a good day and a bad day, is about 2 days~Ann of SR

10-18-2004, 10:10 PM	#11 (permalink)
dragonlady Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: colmesneil, texas Posts: 120	yeah, Paulie I know what you mean. And I am trying, there's just TOO much $hit going on to deal with right now. I wanna run away! __________________ "CAN'T FIND THE ANSWER'S, BEEN CRAWLING ON MY KNEES-LOOKING FOR ANYTHING TO KEEP ME FROM DROWNING" Godsmack

10-19-2004, 05:05 AM	#12 (permalink)
maslanyjean Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: CATASAUQUA PA Posts: 8	goodmorning, i wanted to share about my recovery for the first 10 years i was trying so hard not be depressed not to be angry but no matter how much recovery i did i was still feeling low. didnt drink but still in and out of a dark hole. some people need other help. i needed zoloft. after 2 weeks the hole got lighter. and i felt much better. thanks for letting me share

10-19-2004, 06:11 AM	#13 (permalink)
51anna Forum Leader Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light Posts: 11,028	Hi Dragonlady, I'm sorry too that you're feeling down right now. And, that there's so many things that need changing in your life. I get like that too sometimes, but try to pick one thing, even one very small thing and change it right now. Because that change will cause other changes in your life and you'll be surprised. My thoughts are with you. Love, Anna __________________ Anna "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou

10-19-2004, 07:23 AM	#14 (permalink)
dragonlady Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: colmesneil, texas Posts: 120	i'm still working on getting evaluated so that i can get the help i need-it may be zoloft or such. thanx __________________ "CAN'T FIND THE ANSWER'S, BEEN CRAWLING ON MY KNEES-LOOKING FOR ANYTHING TO KEEP ME FROM DROWNING" Godsmack

10-19-2004, 10:29 AM	#15 (permalink)
ButterflyChaser Meow! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow Posts: 1,023	I was on Zoloft once, for a year...hope it works for you! Are u doing better today?? Will a new keyboard help? heck!! I'll mail it to you! think I'm kidding, I'M NOT!! Love You girl!!! __________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~

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