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08-06-2004, 08:07 AM
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| Gold Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: It's raining again!
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| Happy birthday Bubblze!
:band Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear Bubblze, happy birthday to you!!!! Hurray!!! I know how old you are,but it's what you feel like on teh inside that counts!!!!
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08-06-2004, 08:46 AM
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| ~FEELS SO ALIVE~  Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: In A sTaTe Of HaPPiNeSS
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~~!~~!  I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY FROM START TO FINISH!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!!! I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT I REFUSE TO LEAVE THE 29 MARK...LMAO LOVE YA GIRL WT4M 
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08-06-2004, 09:48 AM
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| Meow!  Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow
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|  Happy Birthday Bubblz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WoooooHoooooooo! 
__________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!"  ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~  |
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08-06-2004, 10:12 AM
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Ooops, forgot to say...I hope you have the BEST day ever, and Hope ALL your dreams COME TRUE!! I love you girl!! :lumpy
__________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~ |
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08-06-2004, 02:44 PM
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Happy birthday Bubblze Hope it is a great one for you!!!!
__________________ "Failure is an EVENT, it is not a person – yesterday really did end last night, and today is your brand new day..." .........unknown  The sun always rises, and a new day begins. |
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08-07-2004, 04:13 PM
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Hey Bubblze - sorry I am late. Happy Birthday to you kiddo. I hope you had a GREAT one.
__________________  I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as I'll know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new~JFT, 1/27/06 The difference between a good day and a bad day, is about 2 days~Ann of SR |
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08-09-2004, 05:48 PM
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betcha this cheered you up my dear friend! I love ya!
__________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~ |
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08-10-2004, 06:38 AM
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| Yes it did cheer me up! Just wish I read it sooner maybe I wouldn't have fallen depressed again. Writing in here does help me however. I have been in here for almost an hour and am noticing that this site makes me feel better. When I reply to a post or start a thread I notice in helping others I get my own crap out too. Its like I am helping myself but its for others. I am glad to see that it helps me. I don't want to be depressed I really don't like it at all. I unfortionatly got a taste of pleassure in life. A feel of what happiness really is. It took me thirty years to find this happiness and now its gone again. I pray to get it back. I have never in my life felt happiness like that. Sad to say I truely love my daughter but I did not even feel it then. There was love but there was still something inside me missing. A number of weeks ago I found that happiness that was missing in my life and I am struggling to find that again. Its like I was teased. Like I had happiness and then it was dangled in front of me then took away totally. Well I want it back so bad. Its such an empty feeling. Its sad it took me thirty years to get that feeling alot of people take advantage of. I just pray to God I get it back soon...
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08-10-2004, 07:01 AM
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(((((((((((Bubblze)))))))))),you sure made me smile today LOL!!!! Happiness comes in bits and peices like M&Ms while depression is like a mars bar full on. I just takes a little time bubblze!!!
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08-11-2004, 03:08 PM
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Sorry I am late! Belated Happy Birthday to you...hope it was an awesome day for you. ((((((((Warmest Hugs))))))) 
__________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~  |
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08-12-2004, 09:47 AM
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Thanks Bonni... 2stop girl good to hear from you. I don't see you in here that often anymore. Busy bee. I mostly stick in here maybe thats why.How are you? I hope good. I am just coming out of another depression. Feeling better today.
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08-12-2004, 09:54 AM
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(((((((((((((Bubblzes)))))))))))))))) I am sorry to hear you have been struggling through snother depression....I know how tough it can be to see through to the light. Sending positive thoughts and warmest hugs of support your way. I have been busy for sure! Yikes!! Some days I want to run and hide and scream..it is still all new to me living life on life's terms..doing the right thing no matter how I feel..but it is also so wonderful...I can hardly believe it some days! I have been asked to be a bigger part of the small school where my children go..so am looking forward to that..(except the panic attacks..pretty bad, but working through it no matter what) Kinda nervous the anxiety could interrupt everything, but am working the same principles for my anxiety as my addictive behaviours..and I manage. So, all in all I am very very blessed and really starting to live. You are in my thoughts and prayers my friend..hang in there....I find I am so much stronger after each depression or stressful situation I work through sober and clean. What an awesome thing to be free! Even the worst days aren't so bad when we don't use......love it! (((((((((((((Warmest Hugs)))))))))))))
__________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~ |
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08-12-2004, 10:04 AM
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2stop How long do you have clean? I ask this because of the anxiety. In the begining of recovery about five months in I got an attack so bad I was hospitolized. Five days later I return home. Lets see, about eight months later I have another attack. Not being hospitolized that time but put on adivan again. That med caused severe memory loss I mean days lost. I took myself off the adivan told the doc it made me forget to much. I would say another six months pass and I have a small stint with anxiety. However now I haven't had ant anxiety since. I am not sure if this serequel is stopping them or what but its been quite a while. I guess I was trying to see if you notice a pattern and also to let you know the longer you get into recovery the further the attacks and the shorter they last. So there is hope of you possible not getting them as much the more you stay clean. I too have also had friend going through the same thing that also don't have them as much. Something about using opiates and stopping I think. You used opiated? No? Heck I would think using anything would screw the body up.
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08-12-2004, 10:12 AM
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| ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't....
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Talk about memory loss..I don't know the date I stopped but it has been about 3 months I think(?)....I have surmised it was my body just chemically adjusting....and in time will fade..yep it was the ole opiates I was hooked on...my dad offered me some today..I told him to get away..NO! not even a small craving...no desire for it.that right there is a miracle! I do have faith it will pass...so am doing pretty well actually. Just knowing I do have a choice now, that I have the say in how I act and react to life..is just amazing to me. Every single day I reaffirm my commitment, focus more on what I do accomplish that what I don't..and remain grateful for my life. I get more excited every day about my life. Thanks for sharing that with me though, it really does help knowing others have made it and the anxiety slowly went away. I hope you continue to feel better Bubblzes. (((((((Hugs)))))))))
__________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~ |
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08-12-2004, 10:23 AM
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Thank you! Oh That dad of yours always wanted to get you stoned. Bad Dad Bad. Misery loves company is that it. Well you just tell him you are clean and want to stay that way and thats that. three months is a huge accomplishment. Keep up with it and you will be rewarded. Take it from me another strung out junkie who never thought I coulf put more then four hours together without the next fix. Each day a new begining. Each new begining a new day. Stick and stay. We can do this together. All of us.
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