Rocking on!

[dotcom]

ummm... i cannot stay away from here. haha. i suppose this place keeps me sane. im having a great weekend, lots of laughs and the big party is tonite. i think there will be a lot of drinking.. please pray! im not an alco, but when around beer (especially tecate) im weak as rainwater. but, one good thing is i would never drink unless i knew i would get a sack. or else i get really angry. and i know no one uses meth... hopefully! but, im starting to feel that angryness. and the beer is not even here yet! i cannot explain it... its sort of like jonesing, but its not as physical. kindof emotional (angry, frustrated). well, keep me in your prayers. i will look very cute in my costume!

rock on!

dot

[zoomer]

(((((((((((((((Dot)))))))))),stay strong and have an out just incase things get too much for you! Tell me about your costume, I'd love to know the details!!! I'll be thinking about you the whole night and pray your being strong! Have fun! Remember you don't have to be high or drunk to have a good time!!!

[dotcom]

(((((zoomy))))) thanks zoomy!!! im in a different country at the moment so there is no out... but, my friend is very supportive and she says if anyone asks if i want to drink i dont even have to answer them. so, that was cool. lets see... im wearing a black mini skirt, a black sparkly sweater set, no healed clunky maryjanes, and black and white striped knee highs. im going to look cute! although, i cannot bend over or sit down lol. thank you very much for the prayers, i will need them. there are a few people coming that i really dont like... one is just a cul and the other is an active A and has already caused me the same ol grief i got from my deceased ex. but, God has my back and ultimately, im in control of my actions. i just... its my best friends bday and i want her to have a great time! my being there is important to her and i feel special because of that. so... i may be close by here this evening!

hugs and rock on!

dot

[In memory of miracle]

(((dot))) I am sure you will look adorable!Please be careful ! Have fun! Love Ya.you little angel!!!

[liveweyerd]

Be FINE!!!!Partying is laughing. The drugs is the corruption. Laughing is the healthiest healing like prayer. That's a scientifical fact. Friendship and birthdays are gifts!

[dotcom]

(((trish, live))) thank you for your replies. knowing you gurls know about the party will help me keep my head on straight. plus... im so used to not coming down and not having hangovers i think i will have no trouble steering clear. i plan on doing a lot of laughing and enjoying the fact that my friend is having such a great party! it makes me happy to see her happy!

many thanks,

dot

ps, ill stay safe!

[zoomer]

((((Dot))),your outfit sounds so cute... Don't rock too much with that mini on though LOL!!! Again Ill be thinking about you and know our havinga good time! Laughter is the best for what ails you

[51anna]

Dot,

I'm glad you have such a good friend and are going to have a blast tonight. You are truly an inspiration little one!! Party on girl!

Love, Anna

[Paulie]

Have a great time kiddo!! I bet you look adorable!!!

[True Blue]

Hello .com,

Have a great time in your little black skirt. My prayers are with you. You are going to have a great time. Enjoy yourself.

[bubblze30]

I can picture your outfit how cutie it will be on you. Even though there is drinking you do not have to drink. Even though people use u dont have to use. If you feel uncomfortable let your friend know you are going for a walk to gain some control back. I think as long as you dont want it you won't do it. It has brought you places you no longer want to be. So I will send my strength (as I really don't need it staying at home with daughter) you can borrow it just return it in the morning. LOL. Have a great time and wish ur friend a H B Day.