hello

[kmeeks21]

i am new to this and im almost 90 days clean . ive found myself mourning over the loss of using drugs and i cant seem to get myself out of it helppp!!

[LDT]

Hi kmeeks21.....at 90 days the reality of my sobriety sunk in and I felt like I was going through a divorce. I got sad. I got mad. I felt sorry for myself. I cried. But I got through it, and so will you. Keep talking to people here about it. There is not a one of us that hasn't experienced what you are feeling. 90 days is a milestone!! Keep up the good work.

[Anna]

Hi and Welcome,

I think it's normal to miss the drugs/alcohol that we came to love and depend on in our lives. It's a big loss. I wonder what changes you've made in your life since you began recovery? Have you started to do things that fill you with joy and made you feel good about yourself?

[kmeeks21]

i was attending meetings. ive gone thru alot of changes i moved from maryland to florida so home sick. i got a job. ive noticed ive just been stuck dont wanna go anywhere. i dont no any one here but a couple women from meetings.

[kmeeks21]

had to move my addiction got the best of me.

[LDT]

How beautiful is the beach close to you, Km? I always find the shore very healing.