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clancy · 11-28-2003, 12:50 PM

How are you honey ?

I hope your angels are with you and you are feeling well and happy.Im feeling a lot more positive in the last few days, i started this facinating on line course in spritual developement and exploring the 'astral realms' and how to astrally project and stuff. Boy is it ever interesting! and something i could never do while my conciousness was clouded by drugs. Do you guys know, im starting to get into sobriety?
Ive just realised something amazing....sobriety is a trip far more colorful and beautiful than any drug trip.....its speechless! im so lucky for this sober day! please let me have another one tommorrow!

loads of love girl, and all my sisters out there

Clancy xxx

Chy · 11-28-2003, 02:00 PM

Glad to hear it Clancy!!

2stop · 11-29-2003, 07:21 AM

Hey Clancy..Had a good Thanksgiving but have spent most of yesterday and this morning sick with the flu...yuck. This stuff is brutal. It's sounds like you are truly getting into sobriety. I am so proud of you. I know this is hard to do, changing our opinion of the using days. I have been planning a package to send to you. May take me a few weeks, but I will get to it, I promise. Keep up the great work Clancy. You are inspiring me that I too can be happy in sobriety. I am many days, but some days it's real tough.

(((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))

2stop · 11-29-2003, 03:42 PM

Well, I made it, been to my dad's house twice and did not get any methadone or klonopin. My dad is so messed up right now he can't stand up, doesn't know where he is, docs say they can't find anything wrong, but send him home on methadone and klonopin????? It is so sad to see him like this. His wife found the klonopin and took it from him, cannot find the methadone..we're afraid he is double-dosing and unawares of it right now...I have done it many times myself......I have to goand check on him tomorrow, his wife works at the hospital...so I said I would. His car is parked over here because he would try and drive it, his wife said she will take the keys to their other car too. She doesn't drive, poor thing, I feel bad for her.....I hope to be strong tomorrow, with no one around and my dadincoherent I could take all the pills I want. He tried to get some to me the day he got out of the hospital. My husband was driving him home from the hospital and took him to the pharmacy..H said he kept saying I need to go to TAMMIE'S...He'll be back in the VA hospital soon I imagine..It just makes me sad when I think about my parents. My mom came by for some of her mail the other day, was typicaly rude..oh well. Just have to let go of it all.....and let God......thanks for listening ladies. Love ya!!

clancy · 11-30-2003, 08:09 AM

Hey tammie...

Hon, sounds like you are having a stressful time again.Remember to take some time to do something nice for you. Im excited about the package! wow! ive been trying to find some pix to send...i have some nice ones of me and my dog,will send a letter a nd pix soon.

Be strong Tammie! im thinking and praying of you and your family.

Big love,xxxx

Clancy

2stop · 11-30-2003, 11:54 AM

((((((((((((Clancy)))))))))) You are a real sweetheart, do you know that? I am so glad to have you with me in this recovery trip we're on, and it's a "trip" alright LOL! but one well worth taking too.....I will be strong...and you hang in there too ya hear?

I am puting the Christmas tree up with the kids today, and cleaning house, little by little..this flu crap comes for a day or two and then goes away....and comes back yet again..sometime sI think it is stil a form of detox or withdrawal or something, but the flu is going around here..so who knows...I wish I didn't have to analyze everything to death...my brain needs a vacation from itself! LOL...Well, with check in with ya all later..got Christmas decorating to do!

((((((((((((Hugs from a Sister by your side)))))))))))))

:bluerose :yellowros

11-28-2003, 12:50 PM	#1 (permalink)
clancy Im Ok - youre OK Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: UK Posts: 250	tammie? How are you honey ? I hope your angels are with you and you are feeling well and happy.Im feeling a lot more positive in the last few days, i started this facinating on line course in spritual developement and exploring the 'astral realms' and how to astrally project and stuff. Boy is it ever interesting! and something i could never do while my conciousness was clouded by drugs. Do you guys know, im starting to get into sobriety? Ive just realised something amazing....sobriety is a trip far more colorful and beautiful than any drug trip.....its speechless! im so lucky for this sober day! please let me have another one tommorrow! loads of love girl, and all my sisters out there Clancy xxx __________________ 'It riles them to believe that you perceive the web they weave'

11-29-2003, 07:21 AM	#3 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	Hey Clancy..Had a good Thanksgiving but have spent most of yesterday and this morning sick with the flu...yuck. This stuff is brutal. It's sounds like you are truly getting into sobriety. I am so proud of you. I know this is hard to do, changing our opinion of the using days. I have been planning a package to send to you. May take me a few weeks, but I will get to it, I promise. Keep up the great work Clancy. You are inspiring me that I too can be happy in sobriety. I am many days, but some days it's real tough. (((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))) __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

11-29-2003, 03:42 PM	#4 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	Well, I made it, been to my dad's house twice and did not get any methadone or klonopin. My dad is so messed up right now he can't stand up, doesn't know where he is, docs say they can't find anything wrong, but send him home on methadone and klonopin????? It is so sad to see him like this. His wife found the klonopin and took it from him, cannot find the methadone..we're afraid he is double-dosing and unawares of it right now...I have done it many times myself......I have to goand check on him tomorrow, his wife works at the hospital...so I said I would. His car is parked over here because he would try and drive it, his wife said she will take the keys to their other car too. She doesn't drive, poor thing, I feel bad for her.....I hope to be strong tomorrow, with no one around and my dadincoherent I could take all the pills I want. He tried to get some to me the day he got out of the hospital. My husband was driving him home from the hospital and took him to the pharmacy..H said he kept saying I need to go to TAMMIE'S...He'll be back in the VA hospital soon I imagine..It just makes me sad when I think about my parents. My mom came by for some of her mail the other day, was typicaly rude..oh well. Just have to let go of it all.....and let God......thanks for listening ladies. Love ya!! __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

11-30-2003, 08:09 AM	#5 (permalink)
clancy Im Ok - youre OK Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: UK Posts: 250	Hey tammie... Hon, sounds like you are having a stressful time again.Remember to take some time to do something nice for you. Im excited about the package! wow! ive been trying to find some pix to send...i have some nice ones of me and my dog,will send a letter a nd pix soon. Be strong Tammie! im thinking and praying of you and your family. Big love,xxxx Clancy __________________ 'It riles them to believe that you perceive the web they weave'

11-30-2003, 11:54 AM	#6 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	((((((((((((Clancy)))))))))) You are a real sweetheart, do you know that? I am so glad to have you with me in this recovery trip we're on, and it's a "trip" alright LOL! but one well worth taking too.....I will be strong...and you hang in there too ya hear? I am puting the Christmas tree up with the kids today, and cleaning house, little by little..this flu crap comes for a day or two and then goes away....and comes back yet again..sometime sI think it is stil a form of detox or withdrawal or something, but the flu is going around here..so who knows...I wish I didn't have to analyze everything to death...my brain needs a vacation from itself! LOL...Well, with check in with ya all later..got Christmas decorating to do! ((((((((((((Hugs from a Sister by your side))))))))))))) :bluerose :yellowros __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

11-28-2003, 02:00 PM	#2 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,867	Glad to hear it Clancy!!

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