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SkyIsFalling42 · 09-02-2003, 12:10 PM

Hi family!!!

Just checking in..I will be able to sign in on ma's puter as a guest on my account through aol..it is pre-paid for 3 months. The cats are in a motel with man..I have a place at the shelter today at 5:00. I will be joining my son there. I miss you all like mad..have been crying alot. But I am glad the feelings are comming out instead of staying in. chy and 2Stop...i am going to write you.
My puter and monitor are on boards in the corner of my uncles basement..patiently waiting for me to come get it!!
Love ya all whole big bunches!!

2stop · 09-02-2003, 12:18 PM

I am sooooo glad to see you!!! You have brightened my day!!! I miss you so much it's driving me crazy...(okay...crazIER!!)LOL!!!

You hang in there my sis......it's gonna get better you know!!~

Can't wait to get yoru letter!!!

**51anna** · 09-02-2003, 02:32 PM

So, so good to hear from you. I've been thinking of you and your family a lot this weekend. Glad to hear you're feeling things - I think that's good too. I wish you a good evening and hope things go well from here.

Hugs and love,
Anna

Chy · 09-02-2003, 07:51 PM

So glad to see you Sky. I hope things are bearable. I look forward to hearing from you. It was a nice surprise to see you here and wish I was online at the time. You take care and keep sneaking in on us. All my hugs and strength are with you tonight. I hope you will be able to find a home of your own soon. I'll do anything to help if you just say the word. I'll research housing assistance, help with applications anything Sky! I'm missing you tonight, sweet dreams and keep those angels close.:kisshug:

ButterflyChaser · 09-02-2003, 09:20 PM

It's great to hear from you! I hope all goes well for you, I am always thinking of you!! I worry bout you!
I know God is with you though!!
((((((((((((((((((((((all for you))))))))))))))))))))))))

bubblze30 · 09-03-2003, 07:03 AM

It is so glad to hear from you. I am glad you got a bed with your son. It will get better I know it will. You just hang in there and know we will all be here for you when ever you need us. I hope and pray for you every night. Cry Cry Cry if you want it helps to get it out.

SkyIsFalling42 · 09-03-2003, 04:34 PM

Welp...ladies i failed...cried most of the day yesterday. But today i am ok. During the intake..the lady said they are mandated child abuse reporters..if i seen anything happening to the children there to tell them...i had to. The tears started and did not stop. My first thougth was tha6t no body would believe me..and the kids would not be helped. My second thought was that I did not want to see it. I walked out into the hallway..and a little girl brittanys age said "hi..i like your shoes, where did you get them?" The bed they gave me..was next to another bed..with a baby cradle between. There was a baby in it. I could not stay, my son is still there.
I saw my daughter today...she is holding up ok..she starts her job on Monday at the boys and girls club.
I love you all and miss you like mad!!

2stop · 09-03-2003, 04:44 PM

Oh Sky, my dear sis..you have not failed at all! You are going through an extremely stressful situation, and being reminded of your grandbabies with the statement from the intake workers. Allow yourself to cry all you need. I wish I could just hold you and comfort you right now. (((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))))
We love you dear Sky.

**51anna** · 09-03-2003, 05:51 PM

Sky, I'm so sorry that it was so very hard for you. The reminders of things that are so painful for you must have been terrible. I wish I could help or offer something, but all I can think of is to send prayers and positive thoughts to you and your family. This is such a test of your faith and you are doing so well. Things will get better, Sky.

Hugs and love,
Anna

ButterflyChaser · 09-03-2003, 06:39 PM

I Love You SKY!!!!!!

((((((((((((((((((Sky)))))))))))))))))

Love You Much,
Love, Denise Ü

Paulie · 09-03-2003, 07:31 PM

(((Sky)))

I am sending hugs and prayers to you.
You have not failed, you are a strong woman and you can get through this.

Okay, okay, here is my shirt tail...hold on tight!!!!

Chy · 09-03-2003, 07:44 PM

Oh Sky you have not failed. You have to do what is right for you! I am glad to see you can still cry, it's better then keeping all those emotions inside, eating away at you little by little. I hope your in a safe place. Are you with your mother? Hopefully something will come along soon. In the meantime you know we are here holding you close in our hearts and praying for you minute to minute. I look forward to the day this will all be behind you, you deserve so much more.

We love you Sky and are here. Please find comfort that your pain is ours and if we all take a little peice of it hopefully your burden will be lessened. See you soon.

SkyIsFalling42 · 09-04-2003, 12:12 PM

2stop, chy and chaser and Anna
All of your thougths and prayers and love in spirit are just exactly what the doctor ordered. I love you all so very much, and I am so very thankful that God has put you all in my life. I am struggling but am doing ok. I surley do hope that you are all keeping your faith, and I already know that you are giving love away..so have love.

Paulie!!!
Oh boy, Oh boy!! permission for the shirt tail!! I promise to use it only in extreme circumstances, never to hang on too tight, not to cry on it and get it all wet, ant find something else to blow my nose on.

Jenn · 09-04-2003, 12:18 PM

Take care hun smiles hugs and love....Jen

2stop · 09-04-2003, 12:26 PM

What an amazing sister in spirit you are Sky!!! I love ya so much!!

You truly do inspire me to keep the faith...and keep on truckin'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

((((((((((((((((((((HUGS!!!))))))))))))))))))))

:kisshug:

Chy · 09-04-2003, 12:52 PM

Hi Sis!

Hope your well and hanging in there! Thinking of you and keeping you close! Chin up girl!

09-02-2003, 12:10 PM	#1 (permalink)
SkyIsFalling42 Big kitty nose hugs Join Date: May 2003 Location: Center of The World Posts: 1,261	Hey All You Gorgeousness!!! Hi family!!! Just checking in..I will be able to sign in on ma's puter as a guest on my account through aol..it is pre-paid for 3 months. The cats are in a motel with man..I have a place at the shelter today at 5:00. I will be joining my son there. I miss you all like mad..have been crying alot. But I am glad the feelings are comming out instead of staying in. chy and 2Stop...i am going to write you. My puter and monitor are on boards in the corner of my uncles basement..patiently waiting for me to come get it!! Love ya all whole big bunches!! __________________ Love In Spirit, Sky Where my heart is....... http://Writing.Com/authors/skyisfalling02 "Never Give In, Never Give In, Never Give In, Never, Never, Never." ~~Sir Winston Churchill~~

09-02-2003, 12:18 PM	#2 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,666	I am sooooo glad to see you!!! You have brightened my day!!! I miss you so much it's driving me crazy...(okay...crazIER!!)LOL!!! You hang in there my sis......it's gonna get better you know!!~ Can't wait to get yoru letter!!! __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

09-02-2003, 02:32 PM	#3 (permalink)
51anna Forum Leader Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light Posts: 11,026	Sky So, so good to hear from you. I've been thinking of you and your family a lot this weekend. Glad to hear you're feeling things - I think that's good too. I wish you a good evening and hope things go well from here. Hugs and love, Anna

09-02-2003, 09:20 PM	#5 (permalink)
ButterflyChaser Meow! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow Posts: 1,023	It's great to hear from you! I hope all goes well for you, I am always thinking of you!! I worry bout you! I know God is with you though!! ((((((((((((((((((((((all for you)))))))))))))))))))))))) __________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~

09-03-2003, 07:03 AM	#6 (permalink)
bubblze30 Member Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: mass Posts: 1,360	It is so glad to hear from you. I am glad you got a bed with your son. It will get better I know it will. You just hang in there and know we will all be here for you when ever you need us. I hope and pray for you every night. Cry Cry Cry if you want it helps to get it out. __________________ "What don't kill us. Will make us stronger"

09-02-2003, 07:51 PM	#4 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,886	So glad to see you Sky. I hope things are bearable. I look forward to hearing from you. It was a nice surprise to see you here and wish I was online at the time. You take care and keep sneaking in on us. All my hugs and strength are with you tonight. I hope you will be able to find a home of your own soon. I'll do anything to help if you just say the word. I'll research housing assistance, help with applications anything Sky! I'm missing you tonight, sweet dreams and keep those angels close.:kisshug:

09-03-2003, 04:34 PM	#7 (permalink)
SkyIsFalling42 Big kitty nose hugs Join Date: May 2003 Location: Center of The World Posts: 1,261	Welp...ladies i failed...cried most of the day yesterday. But today i am ok. During the intake..the lady said they are mandated child abuse reporters..if i seen anything happening to the children there to tell them...i had to. The tears started and did not stop. My first thougth was tha6t no body would believe me..and the kids would not be helped. My second thought was that I did not want to see it. I walked out into the hallway..and a little girl brittanys age said "hi..i like your shoes, where did you get them?" The bed they gave me..was next to another bed..with a baby cradle between. There was a baby in it. I could not stay, my son is still there. I saw my daughter today...she is holding up ok..she starts her job on Monday at the boys and girls club. I love you all and miss you like mad!! __________________ Love In Spirit, Sky Where my heart is....... http://Writing.Com/authors/skyisfalling02 "Never Give In, Never Give In, Never Give In, Never, Never, Never." ~~Sir Winston Churchill~~

09-03-2003, 04:44 PM	#8 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,666	Oh Sky, my dear sis..you have not failed at all! You are going through an extremely stressful situation, and being reminded of your grandbabies with the statement from the intake workers. Allow yourself to cry all you need. I wish I could just hold you and comfort you right now. (((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))) We love you dear Sky. __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

09-03-2003, 05:51 PM	#9 (permalink)
51anna Forum Leader Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light Posts: 11,026	Sky, I'm so sorry that it was so very hard for you. The reminders of things that are so painful for you must have been terrible. I wish I could help or offer something, but all I can think of is to send prayers and positive thoughts to you and your family. This is such a test of your faith and you are doing so well. Things will get better, Sky. Hugs and love, Anna __________________ Anna "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou

09-03-2003, 06:39 PM	#10 (permalink)
ButterflyChaser Meow! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow Posts: 1,023	I Love You SKY!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((Sky))))))))))))))))) Love You Much, Love, Denise Ü __________________ "If a Child feels Safe, Wanted & Loved, You are a Successful Parent!" ~~"A relationship is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers!!~~

09-03-2003, 07:31 PM	#11 (permalink)
Paulie It is what it is!!! Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Sobriety Posts: 5,518	(((Sky))) I am sending hugs and prayers to you. You have not failed, you are a strong woman and you can get through this. Okay, okay, here is my shirt tail...hold on tight!!!! __________________ I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as I'll know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new~JFT, 1/27/06 The difference between a good day and a bad day, is about 2 days~Ann of SR

09-03-2003, 07:44 PM	#12 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,886	Oh Sky you have not failed. You have to do what is right for you! I am glad to see you can still cry, it's better then keeping all those emotions inside, eating away at you little by little. I hope your in a safe place. Are you with your mother? Hopefully something will come along soon. In the meantime you know we are here holding you close in our hearts and praying for you minute to minute. I look forward to the day this will all be behind you, you deserve so much more. We love you Sky and are here. Please find comfort that your pain is ours and if we all take a little peice of it hopefully your burden will be lessened. See you soon.

09-04-2003, 12:12 PM	#13 (permalink)
SkyIsFalling42 Big kitty nose hugs Join Date: May 2003 Location: Center of The World Posts: 1,261	2stop, chy and chaser and Anna All of your thougths and prayers and love in spirit are just exactly what the doctor ordered. I love you all so very much, and I am so very thankful that God has put you all in my life. I am struggling but am doing ok. I surley do hope that you are all keeping your faith, and I already know that you are giving love away..so have love. Paulie!!! Oh boy, Oh boy!! permission for the shirt tail!! I promise to use it only in extreme circumstances, never to hang on too tight, not to cry on it and get it all wet, ant find something else to blow my nose on. __________________ Love In Spirit, Sky Where my heart is....... http://Writing.Com/authors/skyisfalling02 "Never Give In, Never Give In, Never Give In, Never, Never, Never." ~~Sir Winston Churchill~~

09-04-2003, 12:18 PM	#14 (permalink)
Jenn Member Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Racine, Wi Posts: 27	Take care hun smiles hugs and love....Jen

09-04-2003, 12:26 PM	#15 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,666	What an amazing sister in spirit you are Sky!!! I love ya so much!! You truly do inspire me to keep the faith...and keep on truckin'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS!!!)))))))))))))))))))) :kisshug: __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

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09-04-2003, 12:52 PM	#16 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,886	Hi Sis! Hope your well and hanging in there! Thinking of you and keeping you close! Chin up girl!

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