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[bubblze30]

Hi ladies. I am writing this to well, I dont know I am just writing this.

I was just looking at all the posts I have written( All of them). I have changed and it is getting better. These posts give us something to look at. The craziness in the begining, the growth after a few twenty four hours, and the good times and bad. I can't believe the recovery process. It is as the say "a good thing". I was also going over a few of my sisters and well 2-stop I cant belive how much you have grown. Just for instance the insanity coming off drugs and now you are bringing yourself to a meeting. I could remember you not wanting to leave the house.Sorry to use you as an example. You have come along way. I am so proud of you. Also all you other ladies as well. Take a minute and go over some of you past post. Its kinda like keeping a journal. See (in your words) how our thinking and just all around life has been changing. Yes there are those who are still going through tough time( I pray everyday) they too however have this stregth to go on and fight for there sobiety.


I just felt I had to write this. So if you have a minute go over your past post. See the miricle of recovery. I still am learning everyday, and even on my bad days they are no where near the days I have spent using and sticking needles in my arm. Almost killing myself. I would not change things today for all the money in the world. I now have a life second to none.......

I Love all you ladies like my sisters. You have helped me in ways you could not imagine. I am greatful today to have you in my life. Thank you for being there.



Terri

[JT]

I know what you are saying. This can be like a journal in alot of ways. When I came here it was because I was sure my son was going to jail. Now 1 1/2 yrs later he is there. I believe my HP was preparing me.

I have a journal I kept from way back in my recovery and believe me...I never want to go there again!

Hugs,
JT

[Paulie]

See the miricle of recovery. I still am learning everyday, and even on my bad days they are no where near the days I have spent using and sticking needles in my arm. Almost killing myself. I would not change things today for all the money in the world. I now have a life second to none.......

You said that so well. I too have my journals from the first week I got clean...and WOW is all I can say.


Amazing.