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SkyIsFalling42 · 08-29-2003, 01:15 AM

Things are not turning out the way that I thought they might. I hugged my son for a long while this evening and cried and cried. The homeless shelter only had room for him right now..he had to take the space or lose it. They do not know when they will have room for me. He made the decision to go tonight. My daughter decided to go stay where I will fear for her safety every day. I am doing good keeping my mouth shut. She has to learn. Sometimes i feel like i have made such a mess of things. I want to say that everything I have truly loved or cared about has been taken from me in my life. But instead I am saying that i was truly blessed to have had them in my life at all.
I took my oldest daughters things to her today..she had no way to come get them. It was a very long drive. I did this because there were pics and toys and things I would never be able to throw away. I carried every box up a busted up long sidewalk to the porch..there was quite a bit. She never showed her face but her friend was getting the things from the porch. She asked her friend to ask me where her vanity was. I said that I could not bring it and then I left. I am so embarrassed to say this..but I am so very glad that for now she is out of my life.
I have prayed so much for God's will and I believe that he is working in my life. It is just so very hard to take at times.

2stop · 08-29-2003, 05:06 AM

Oh my dearest Sky!!!! I am so very very sorry, and so many ((HUGS)) and (((prayers))) are being sent for you right now!!!! oh man, if I had a way to do more to help you I would in a heartbeat..........I want to reach through this screen and just hold you and comfort you............and make it all better. You are so strong and so inspiring to us all, I know that God will provide for you, it's the timing that gets us worried I think. But hold tight to us all Sky........we ARE with you..and always will be!!!!!!!!!!!! Much love and thought and prayer surrounding you..................

bubblze30 · 08-29-2003, 06:38 AM

Sky,

It sure does sound like you are having tough times. You are hanging on and thats what matters. you must do the best you can to hang on. I knw it is hard. Lord knows I have been there before. Just please hang tight. It will get better, we both know it cant get much worse so hold tight better days are coming.I am sending you my prayers

SkyIsFalling42 · 08-29-2003, 06:43 AM

Thank you very much for the prayers...they are a comfort to me. I know that this is temoporary..i will be ok and that God is with me. I just keep thinking that I will be a real happy camper in a while..this will be behind me

The cable person is suppose to be here between 8 and noon..so i think maybe i will just stay on here until they come.

2stop · 08-29-2003, 06:53 AM

You stay right here my sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chy · 08-29-2003, 09:56 AM

Sky my heart is breaking for you, I wish there was something I could do. If there is anything I can do to help please don't hesitate to ask.

LOL (lots of love) your sister in Texas.

08-29-2003, 01:15 AM	#1 (permalink)
SkyIsFalling42 Big kitty nose hugs Join Date: May 2003 Location: Center of The World Posts: 1,261	God's Will.... Things are not turning out the way that I thought they might. I hugged my son for a long while this evening and cried and cried. The homeless shelter only had room for him right now..he had to take the space or lose it. They do not know when they will have room for me. He made the decision to go tonight. My daughter decided to go stay where I will fear for her safety every day. I am doing good keeping my mouth shut. She has to learn. Sometimes i feel like i have made such a mess of things. I want to say that everything I have truly loved or cared about has been taken from me in my life. But instead I am saying that i was truly blessed to have had them in my life at all. I took my oldest daughters things to her today..she had no way to come get them. It was a very long drive. I did this because there were pics and toys and things I would never be able to throw away. I carried every box up a busted up long sidewalk to the porch..there was quite a bit. She never showed her face but her friend was getting the things from the porch. She asked her friend to ask me where her vanity was. I said that I could not bring it and then I left. I am so embarrassed to say this..but I am so very glad that for now she is out of my life. I have prayed so much for God's will and I believe that he is working in my life. It is just so very hard to take at times. __________________ Love In Spirit, Sky Where my heart is....... http://Writing.Com/authors/skyisfalling02 "Never Give In, Never Give In, Never Give In, Never, Never, Never." ~~Sir Winston Churchill~~

08-29-2003, 05:06 AM	#2 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,666	Oh my dearest Sky!!!! I am so very very sorry, and so many ((HUGS)) and (((prayers))) are being sent for you right now!!!! oh man, if I had a way to do more to help you I would in a heartbeat..........I want to reach through this screen and just hold you and comfort you............and make it all better. You are so strong and so inspiring to us all, I know that God will provide for you, it's the timing that gets us worried I think. But hold tight to us all Sky........we ARE with you..and always will be!!!!!!!!!!!! Much love and thought and prayer surrounding you.................. __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

08-29-2003, 06:38 AM	#3 (permalink)
bubblze30 Member Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: mass Posts: 1,360	Sky, It sure does sound like you are having tough times. You are hanging on and thats what matters. you must do the best you can to hang on. I knw it is hard. Lord knows I have been there before. Just please hang tight. It will get better, we both know it cant get much worse so hold tight better days are coming.I am sending you my prayers __________________ "What don't kill us. Will make us stronger"

08-29-2003, 06:43 AM	#4 (permalink)
SkyIsFalling42 Big kitty nose hugs Join Date: May 2003 Location: Center of The World Posts: 1,261	Thank you very much for the prayers...they are a comfort to me. I know that this is temoporary..i will be ok and that God is with me. I just keep thinking that I will be a real happy camper in a while..this will be behind me The cable person is suppose to be here between 8 and noon..so i think maybe i will just stay on here until they come. __________________ Love In Spirit, Sky Where my heart is....... http://Writing.Com/authors/skyisfalling02 "Never Give In, Never Give In, Never Give In, Never, Never, Never." ~~Sir Winston Churchill~~

08-29-2003, 06:53 AM	#5 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,666	You stay right here my sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! __________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~

08-29-2003, 09:56 AM	#6 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,886	Sky my heart is breaking for you, I wish there was something I could do. If there is anything I can do to help please don't hesitate to ask. LOL (lots of love) your sister in Texas.

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