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lindyg30 · 10-20-2008, 04:12 AM

well day one no more i hope its not worth it i feel parnoid hearing things.thought my wee one was crying and i in a state stupid things i can do it if not for me defo for the kids .my long road with codeine and herion and all the rest was bad enough i have always been put down ur stupid linda u cant do this cause ur a total f*** up my own fault for beliving they were all right i have lost so many loved ones and my way was to get high but u always come down at one point and the hurt and anger is still there ive seen docs but they say here anti dpressents see u in a couple of weeks yea ur a great help idoit or "i think u need mental treatment "haha or counselling for my past i get a counsellor and she more crackers than i am i end up feeling sorry for them yea i been through hell and back mother was heavy drinker i got sexualluy and phyisical abuse went to 22 junior schools 3 high school 2 school for lets just say bad kids trouble with police preagnant by 16 my close family have died just recently got attacked cause of stupid rumours but thats just a part of my life i have to cope

indigo · 10-20-2008, 08:54 AM

Have you any plans withwhat you want from life?

lindyg30 · 10-20-2008, 06:04 PM

when i do become free of this demon and the anger ,guilt i want to 1)true ppl who stood by me
2)be that better person forget those who hurt me and my family and make up for along time those who helped me without judgements rules normal how ppl should be
3)watch my kids hold their heads up high
4)go bk to learning computers and getting a job.

10-20-2008, 04:12 AM	#1 (permalink)
lindyg30 lidy3 Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: kelso scotland Posts: 30	hi again well day one no more i hope its not worth it i feel parnoid hearing things.thought my wee one was crying and i in a state stupid things i can do it if not for me defo for the kids .my long road with codeine and herion and all the rest was bad enough i have always been put down ur stupid linda u cant do this cause ur a total f*** up my own fault for beliving they were all right i have lost so many loved ones and my way was to get high but u always come down at one point and the hurt and anger is still there ive seen docs but they say here anti dpressents see u in a couple of weeks yea ur a great help idoit or "i think u need mental treatment "haha or counselling for my past i get a counsellor and she more crackers than i am i end up feeling sorry for them yea i been through hell and back mother was heavy drinker i got sexualluy and phyisical abuse went to 22 junior schools 3 high school 2 school for lets just say bad kids trouble with police preagnant by 16 my close family have died just recently got attacked cause of stupid rumours but thats just a part of my life i have to cope

10-20-2008, 08:54 AM	#2 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	Have you any plans withwhat you want from life? __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

10-20-2008, 06:04 PM	#3 (permalink)
lindyg30 lidy3 Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: kelso scotland Posts: 30	wat do you want when i do become free of this demon and the anger ,guilt i want to 1)true ppl who stood by me 2)be that better person forget those who hurt me and my family and make up for along time those who helped me without judgements rules normal how ppl should be 3)watch my kids hold their heads up high 4)go bk to learning computers and getting a job.

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