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01-08-2008, 08:21 PM
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| Member  |  This Realy Was A (god) Shot!
hi im lisa i was checking out stuff online for MY WEDDING AN I SEEN THIS SIGHT THAT GOT MY ATTION! SO I CLICK ON IT RIGHT! AN IT GOS TO THIS CLEAN AN SOBER WEB SIGHT! WHAT A TRIP!! MY (GOD IS JUST AWSOME). WELL I GUESS I CAN START BY LETTING YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I JUST HAD TO GO THROUGH. I WAS AT WORK AN WAS GOING TO MEET MY SOON TO BE HUSBEND AT HOME WHEN I GOT OFF, SO WE COULD GO TO MAREEATA TO FINISH MOVEING HIS KIDS GRANDMA TO DESERT HOT SPRING. WELL I TALK TO HIM AT ABOUT 9:20PM OR SO, LET HIM KNOW I COUNT DOWN MY REGASTER AT 9:45PM, AND THENE ILL BE ON MY WAY. WELL I TRIED BACK AT AROUND 10 OR 10:15 NO ANSEWER, SO I TRIED ABOUT 10 MORE TIMES STILL NO ONE PICKS UP YHE PHONE. I THOUGHT GOOD HE WENT TO SLEEP, CAUSE I REALY DIDN'T WONT TO GO UNTILL MORNING ANYWAYS. WELL I GOT A RIDE HOME, WALK IN THE HOUSE ,WENT TO ARE BEDROOM THE LIGHT WAS ON,THAT WAS OD!! HE WAS NOT ON THE BED, BUT HIS STUFF WAS ON IT. THE BATHROOM LIGHT WAS ON. SO I STARTED CALLING HIS NAME WALKING TO THE BATHROOM. AN OH MY ******* GOD THERE HE WAS PURPEL AS COULD BE! HE DESIDED TO RELAPS ON SOME HAIROIN!! HE DID ONE SHOT DIDN'T FEEL IT SO HE WENT BACK FOR MORE, BY THAT TIME THE FIRST STUFF STARTED TO HIT HIM BY THEN HE HAD DID WAY TO MUCH!! 911 SAID IF I HAD NOT CAME HOME WHEN I DID HE WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT!! WHEN I GOT TO HIM HE WAS DEAD, I HAD NEVER BEEN THROUGH ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFOR! SO NOW HE IS IN THE RANCH, IM SO PROUD OF HIM FOR DOING THAT. ANY OTHER TIME HE WOULD OF STARTED RUNNING FROM HIS P.O NOT THIS TIME. AN HE IS REALY WORKING ON HIS SELF THIS TIME! HES FINDEING OUT ALOT ABOUT HIS SELF THIS TIME, SOMETHING HE DIDN'T DO BEFOR IN A REHAB!IT ALSO GOT ME BACK ON TRACK!! I STOP GOING TO MY MEETINGS AN WORKING ON MY STEPS, NOT GOOD!!!! I AM NOW WORKING ON MY FIRST STEP. DOING A LITTEL BIT EACH DAY. THIS TIME I AM NOT RUSHING THROUGH ANYTHING IN LIFE!!
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01-08-2008, 08:38 PM
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Brilliant. You found us by accident? How wonderful that is. Good to learn a little about you there. It is funny how sometimes the really awful things are what turns it around for us. So glad you found the forum and hope you stay. Kind Regards Evanna (recovering addict, married to hubs who is also recovering addict, we used together and now we are clean together and life is great).
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01-08-2008, 08:38 PM
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What is your story? You mention your husband relapsed on heroin and that you are going to meetings and working the steps. Are you an alcoholic and/or addict? Just curious. I'm an alcoholic--who also did "outside issues" off & on throughout my drinking career.
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01-09-2008, 05:56 AM
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Glad you found us I don't believe in coincidence so I think you were meant to be here. Welcome 
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01-09-2008, 12:26 PM
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Wow! What a story! God is really holding YOUR hand! I hope you like it here, I'm new and like it a lot. Keep coming, keep up your meetings, and work those steps. It worked for me and countless others. Prayers for hubby to be, also. Cilla |
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01-09-2008, 01:20 PM
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| It is what it is!!!  Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Sobriety
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Yeah, my God is awesome too  what a gift for both of you that you found him when you did, nothing happens by accident in Gods world....IMO!!!!And that is wonderful that you are using his experience to light a fire under your behind once again......I have had to light that fire under my own behind a few times over the years. Do you have a sponsor? be sure to keep in close contact with her. And yeah step 1, great place to start  .Welcome.
__________________  I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as I'll know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new~JFT, 1/27/06 The difference between a good day and a bad day, is about 2 days~Ann of SR |
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01-09-2008, 04:26 PM
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I'm also on step one (again) myself. 
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