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SkyIsFalling42 · 06-10-2003, 10:39 PM

I looked last night, and I am looking again tonight. I hope all is well with you.

Josie · 06-11-2003, 12:45 AM

2Stop,

We worry around here, and will have to
get the bloodhounds out.
Thinking of you, and miss your inspiration!

Hugs and prayers,

trish · 06-11-2003, 05:16 AM

Tammie,
Hope all is well. I am here for you.

2stop · 06-11-2003, 05:47 AM

I am here Sky, Josie, and Trish, I have the darn flu and I am feeling pretty rotten but it'll have to go away soon!

I've got so much to do!!!!

I appreciate ya all's concern, you ladie's are the BEST. I love ya all so much. I'll be around today, I feel worse laying down so I'll be here at my desk for a good part of the day.

Sky-Keep lookin up at them stars, girl, and I'll be a-lookin too!

I know things are tough for you right now, but I really admire your positive attitude!

Josie-How are things going for you? You are so strong, I admire your courage and sense of humor you show.

Trish-Thanks for being here for me..I'm here for you too, hon, I know you're facing a tough time here soon so feel free to vent or talk anytime, okay?

Many hugs and hope too!
Tammie

LettingGo · 06-11-2003, 11:19 AM

Wheew!!! Sigh of relief~

No more MIA! Again, I dont want to have to send in the troops young lady, but I will if I have to! (Imagine me standing there wagging my finger at you! Lovingly of course

_

LG

2stop · 06-11-2003, 11:23 AM

Uh, LG there is at least one good use for them troops......you could send them on a strip-o-gram!!:p I'm a sucker for a man in unifom!! Send the whole platoon!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugz,
Tammie

LettingGo · 06-11-2003, 11:30 AM

LOL!!!!

2stop · 06-11-2003, 01:17 PM

Ok, LG...I need some troops to restrain me from myself. I just went to look for something in a kitchen drawer and the thought occured to me that I might have put an extra package of fentanyl patches in there, I emptied the entire drawers out..and was headed upstairs to look in an old purse for maybe an extra pill or two may have dropped and is hiding in the bottom. I stopped myself from the upstairs search and thought I'd post on here, get it out of my head. I think I may need a restraining order against myself! I am kinda excited about my 30 days coming up, yet here I am scavenging my house for more drugs!!!

Ok, I got it out of my head, now to keep myself busy with something.

HUgz,
Tammie

LettingGo · 06-11-2003, 01:55 PM

The troops are on their way!!! What are you doin girl! Run! Run from yourself right now straight to the closest meeting or Alano club! Seriously.... can you go? I know you are not into going out much but this is life or death for us girls! OK I am definitley panicked right now for you. What is a fentanyl patch anyways! I guess I should know that!
Directions for 2stop to save herself from..... well herself! :

After removing all that you can grab in your purse without looking like the bulky stuff, proceed to the bathroom and dump purse upside down over the toilet and shake vigorously! When you think any and all has fallen in to the watery hole, then do it again! Whatever you do restrain yourself from reaching into the watery hole to retrieve any forgotten meds that might have fallen out. Flush immediatley! Dont you dare take a pill! I dont care if it is even aspirin at this point! I will have to kick your cyber ass!!!! Write soon or else!

Are you running to the bathroom or the meeting yet?

LG

2stop · 06-11-2003, 02:17 PM

OMG girl you made me laugh!! After visualizing pills floating in a watery hole.....and I thought you said closet meeting, that would be the thing to do, lock my ass in a closet!!! Okay, fentanyl patches are like morphine, you tape them on your skin and for 2-3 days you have the drug entering your system. And you know what Pauline has been nudging me to go to f2f meetings, too, I know where/when Tuesdays are but the other days they are in different places. Don't they know an addict has a short attention span??? Have to remember 7 meetings, 7 times , 7days. Phewww!! Screw the 90 in 90, 7 in 7 will be a Herculean task! Thank you LG!!!

Hugz,
Tammie

Paulie · 06-11-2003, 02:23 PM

Tammie -

Don't think that far ahead, just take it one day one meeting at a time.

Look how far you have come already!!!

We are with you - holding your hands!

LettingGo · 06-11-2003, 02:28 PM

Why not just go with 1 in 1!!!! Baby steps!!! Hang on girl! Stay away from teh watery hole!! LOL

2stop · 06-11-2003, 02:36 PM

You guys are so wonderful!!

You're right one in one is a much more realistic expectation.

Hugz,
Tammie

trish · 06-12-2003, 04:34 AM

Tammie,
I tried to send you a private message a couple of times but it said you weren't accepting. Hope I didn't say something wrong.

I hope you and the kiddies are doing fine and I wish you the best of luck. They have a great mother with a whole lot of stregnth!
You have more days under your belt than some people will ever have in a lifetime.
Keep up the good work. And you know that I will always be here if you need to talk.

2stop · 06-12-2003, 06:12 AM

Trish-I don't know what the computer is talking about because I love to get your messages, I was having troubles yesterday with my computer, too. I love ya girl, I am here for you too!

Many hugs and hope too,
Tammie

06-11-2003, 12:45 AM	#2 (permalink)
Josie Grace Under Fire Join Date: May 2002 Location: Another world Posts: 540	2Stop, We worry around here, and will have to get the bloodhounds out. Thinking of you, and miss your inspiration! Hugs and prayers, __________________ Josie

06-11-2003, 05:16 AM	#3 (permalink)
trish Paused Join Date: May 2003 Location: New York Posts: 84	2stop Tammie, Hope all is well. I am here for you.

06-11-2003, 02:23 PM	#11 (permalink)
Paulie It is what it is!!! Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Sobriety Posts: 5,785	Tammie - Don't think that far ahead, just take it one day one meeting at a time. Look how far you have come already!!! We are with you - holding your hands! __________________ I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as I'll know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new~JFT, 1/27/06 The difference between a good day and a bad day, is about 2 days~Ann of SR

06-12-2003, 04:34 AM	#14 (permalink)
trish Paused Join Date: May 2003 Location: New York Posts: 84	2stop Tammie, I tried to send you a private message a couple of times but it said you weren't accepting. Hope I didn't say something wrong. I hope you and the kiddies are doing fine and I wish you the best of luck. They have a great mother with a whole lot of stregnth! You have more days under your belt than some people will ever have in a lifetime. Keep up the good work. And you know that I will always be here if you need to talk.

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06-11-2003, 05:47 AM	#4 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	I am here Sky, Josie, and Trish, I have the darn flu and I am feeling pretty rotten but it'll have to go away soon! I've got so much to do!!!! I appreciate ya all's concern, you ladie's are the BEST. I love ya all so much. I'll be around today, I feel worse laying down so I'll be here at my desk for a good part of the day. Sky-Keep lookin up at them stars, girl, and I'll be a-lookin too! I know things are tough for you right now, but I really admire your positive attitude! Josie-How are things going for you? You are so strong, I admire your courage and sense of humor you show. Trish-Thanks for being here for me..I'm here for you too, hon, I know you're facing a tough time here soon so feel free to vent or talk anytime, okay? Many hugs and hope too! Tammie

06-11-2003, 11:19 AM	#5 (permalink)
LettingGo Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Utah Posts: 330	Wheew!!! Sigh of relief~ No more MIA! Again, I dont want to have to send in the troops young lady, but I will if I have to! (Imagine me standing there wagging my finger at you! Lovingly of course _ LG

06-11-2003, 11:23 AM	#6 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	Uh, LG there is at least one good use for them troops......you could send them on a strip-o-gram!!:p I'm a sucker for a man in unifom!! Send the whole platoon!!!!!!!!!!! Hugz, Tammie

06-11-2003, 11:30 AM	#7 (permalink)
LettingGo Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Utah Posts: 330	LOL!!!!

06-11-2003, 01:17 PM	#8 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	Ok, LG...I need some troops to restrain me from myself. I just went to look for something in a kitchen drawer and the thought occured to me that I might have put an extra package of fentanyl patches in there, I emptied the entire drawers out..and was headed upstairs to look in an old purse for maybe an extra pill or two may have dropped and is hiding in the bottom. I stopped myself from the upstairs search and thought I'd post on here, get it out of my head. I think I may need a restraining order against myself! I am kinda excited about my 30 days coming up, yet here I am scavenging my house for more drugs!!! Ok, I got it out of my head, now to keep myself busy with something. HUgz, Tammie

06-11-2003, 01:55 PM	#9 (permalink)
LettingGo Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Utah Posts: 330	The troops are on their way!!! What are you doin girl! Run! Run from yourself right now straight to the closest meeting or Alano club! Seriously.... can you go? I know you are not into going out much but this is life or death for us girls! OK I am definitley panicked right now for you. What is a fentanyl patch anyways! I guess I should know that! Directions for 2stop to save herself from..... well herself! : After removing all that you can grab in your purse without looking like the bulky stuff, proceed to the bathroom and dump purse upside down over the toilet and shake vigorously! When you think any and all has fallen in to the watery hole, then do it again! Whatever you do restrain yourself from reaching into the watery hole to retrieve any forgotten meds that might have fallen out. Flush immediatley! Dont you dare take a pill! I dont care if it is even aspirin at this point! I will have to kick your cyber ass!!!! Write soon or else! Are you running to the bathroom or the meeting yet? LG

06-11-2003, 02:17 PM	#10 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	OMG girl you made me laugh!! After visualizing pills floating in a watery hole.....and I thought you said closet meeting, that would be the thing to do, lock my ass in a closet!!! Okay, fentanyl patches are like morphine, you tape them on your skin and for 2-3 days you have the drug entering your system. And you know what Pauline has been nudging me to go to f2f meetings, too, I know where/when Tuesdays are but the other days they are in different places. Don't they know an addict has a short attention span??? Have to remember 7 meetings, 7 times , 7days. Phewww!! Screw the 90 in 90, 7 in 7 will be a Herculean task! Thank you LG!!! Hugz, Tammie

06-11-2003, 02:28 PM	#12 (permalink)
LettingGo Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Utah Posts: 330	Why not just go with 1 in 1!!!! Baby steps!!! Hang on girl! Stay away from teh watery hole!! LOL

06-11-2003, 02:36 PM	#13 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	You guys are so wonderful!! You're right one in one is a much more realistic expectation. Hugz, Tammie

06-12-2003, 06:12 AM	#15 (permalink)
2stop ~Author of My Life~ Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't.... Posts: 4,794	Trish-I don't know what the computer is talking about because I love to get your messages, I was having troubles yesterday with my computer, too. I love ya girl, I am here for you too! Many hugs and hope too, Tammie

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