I was sitting......

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in a bathtube of warm water crying out to God because I was in so much pain from falling down the night before and I had badly bruised both my knees. I had alcohal poisoning and the shakes. I knew I had a problem but could do nothing about it because I did not know anything about AA and I had just lost my brother to suicide and I was trying to escape the pain by drinking a half a pint of whiskey and I remember my other brother was with me and I left him nothing and he complained then few minutes later it hit me and I could not hold back the elation of making it to that high plain of nothingness. That was about 11 years ago but the funny thing about it is that it took me this long to do something about it. No one ever told me I had a problem not even my mate.