End of the line...
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Join Date: Jun 2016
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End of the line...
Honestly I had just woken up from a long nap... slept all day. Because I've been struggling so much lately. Even in recovery. I've got 3 months but I still don't feel normal and I lack motivation to keep pushing forward. So yeah... I discovered this site in a moment of true weakness. And I'm glad I did, because it's nice to find a community of people with similar issues. I don't mind going out to meetings... but sometimes I'm just so damn lazy and grabbing the keys and walking out to the car just feels like I've got BRICKS in my shoes lol.
meetings, I cannot go because I'm too busy with unrelenting schedule. however, I do check in here every day and find great inner and outward strength that inspires me to not look back, quit beating myself up, and stay away from the bad stuff. hopefully crap get better 4 you MxKing. it got better for me when I got solid bout my real stuff and what I wanna do with my life (: hang in there (:
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