well i have been on a few sites for recovering addicts....well here is my story....i was addicted a street drug for many ....many years .....even died twice on these drugs..i have never been to a meeting nor have i been able to go to meetings til this past few months...i have been clean from drugs for 10 years and stop using the drugs was the easy part ..dealing with the baggage that i have brought with me thru all of this has been the hard part ..i have had to look at myself and why i did what i did..but you know what.... i am dealing with it....i feel so much better about myself now than i ever had...