Treatment and Denial

[Inhell]

Hi All,

As most of you will know my mental state has been a bit rocky over the last couple of weeks. So I have not been functioning on all cyclinders.

But this morning I have realised one thing that has been controlling me since my Doc offered me a Detox treatment program, I have still been going to AA meetings but still continuing to drink be my alchoholic brain tells me that "it's ok i'll be in treatment soon and it will all be better" - but c'mon who am I kidding.

So after this brief moment of clarity I have some strength inside today and feel quite good, I cant promise myself or anyone else that I wont relapse but if I feel good today and dont drink whats to say that I wont feel good tomorrow.

I have the strength I just need to find it and channel it.

Thanks

[Five]

That sounds like the right direction to me...

[Dan]

I have the strength I just need to find it and channel it.

Big truth.
And you can.