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Millwallj · 10-03-2005, 02:14 AM

I have had it with coffee. Recently I have been horribly aware of how much I use the black stuff to "fix". I look forward to it: sitting in London cafe bars pretentiously writing poetry, drinking coffee and smoking heavily. Its anal, anti life, and anti Millwallj. Look at this, some example of my thinking:

I feel on the verge of a nervous break down, don't matter I can go for a coffee after work...

...or...

I have just had a really hard day at the office, no matter, I can lounge around my local cafe bar reading Dylan Thomas pretending I am in Greenwhich village NYC with arty types.

Okay, replace coffee with beer/whisky/cocaine and cafe bar with pub/bar/nightclub and you'll catch my drift.

Sobriety from drink is one amazing thing, it is one huge leap in the right direction...however these other habits are just a silly waste of time and space and I have had enough of them. I have a desire to live a more productive life. Is coffee helping me, was drink helping me: NO.

Next week I stop. lol. No really. Next wednesday I stop coffee for good. I am writing this thread to make it public which well help me keep to my word.

Mj.

Hope everyone is having a groovey day.

doorknob · 10-03-2005, 11:23 AM

What about cigs bro?

Millwallj · 10-04-2005, 02:26 AM

there next. i am gonna be clean and lean and mad machine!

Hope your doing alright mate.

chris k · 10-04-2005, 05:54 AM

Good Luck Millwall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Millwallj · 10-04-2005, 05:57 AM

Thanks k!

10-03-2005, 02:14 AM	#1 (permalink)
Millwallj Member Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: London Posts: 505	Next in line I have had it with coffee. Recently I have been horribly aware of how much I use the black stuff to "fix". I look forward to it: sitting in London cafe bars pretentiously writing poetry, drinking coffee and smoking heavily. Its anal, anti life, and anti Millwallj. Look at this, some example of my thinking: I feel on the verge of a nervous break down, don't matter I can go for a coffee after work... ...or... I have just had a really hard day at the office, no matter, I can lounge around my local cafe bar reading Dylan Thomas pretending I am in Greenwhich village NYC with arty types. Okay, replace coffee with beer/whisky/cocaine and cafe bar with pub/bar/nightclub and you'll catch my drift. Sobriety from drink is one amazing thing, it is one huge leap in the right direction...however these other habits are just a silly waste of time and space and I have had enough of them. I have a desire to live a more productive life. Is coffee helping me, was drink helping me: NO. Next week I stop. lol. No really. Next wednesday I stop coffee for good. I am writing this thread to make it public which well help me keep to my word. Mj. Hope everyone is having a groovey day.

10-03-2005, 11:23 AM	#2 (permalink)
doorknob Feeling Orange Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Davenport, WA Posts: 2,289	What about cigs bro? __________________

10-04-2005, 05:54 AM	#4 (permalink)
chris k Member Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: Mesquite TX Posts: 246	Good Luck Millwall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! __________________ 2007 Deep Cobalt Pearl FLHTCU

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10-04-2005, 02:26 AM	#3 (permalink)
Millwallj Member Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: London Posts: 505	there next. i am gonna be clean and lean and mad machine! Hope your doing alright mate.

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Millwallj Member Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: London Posts: 505	Thanks k!

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