| three years
its hard to belive that this time last year I had my last drink and that as of tommorrow it will be officialy three years with no booze at all, its a very special day as its also my daughter fifth bday and I am so proud that I can honestly say she never in her life saw me drunk. I have went from having no access to her to now having every singel weekend from firday-sunday with her and daily phone calls though I dont have the custody that I wish I did I do have alot more than alot of non-custiodal parents do.
My life has changed so much I am no longer scared and fearful I can feel normal emotions and not freak out at the dumbest things I have a wonderul partner and life and have the amazing luck of being able to volunteer at a healing lodge I have earned so many things that I never though possible. when I quit I lived in a dingy rooming house now i have a beautiful two bedroom apartment in lowincome housing in a safe building that is in good repair i am so happy
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