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| still moment by moment Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: on my way back to me
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| Giving away the end... (spoiler here)
Last night I was feeling very deprived of my old friend vicodin so I bought a pack of cigarettes. If I can't eat painkillers well then I am going to smoke cigarettes. (I gave this up six months ago.) I mean - darn it - I get to do SOMETHING that I want to right? So - sorry to tell you the ending here in case you wanted to go through this exercise yourself.... As it turns out. NOT worth the $5. Really it was terribly disappointing. Now I can't even enjoy that forbidden fruit anymore. I didn't enjoy it. I smoked two and threw out the pack. What a bummer. I have no more secret vices to keep hidden from the outside world. No more secret really stupid things to do for fun. Ah well...... On the other hand - at least I don't need to smoke cigarettes anymore. Man, I may actually end up healthy someday....Who would have thunk it. |
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| Thread | Thread Starter | Forum | Replies | Last Post |
| Giving up | Nicole0927 | Friends and Family of Substance Abusers | 15 | 03-22-2007 01:15 PM |
| not giving up... | valari | Narcotics Addiction-12 Step Support | 9 | 03-30-2006 09:39 AM |
| considering giving up giving up | clancy | Substance Abuse | 9 | 03-20-2006 09:43 AM |
| Giving up... | paula a. | Friends and Family of Alcoholics | 10 | 08-24-2004 07:08 AM |