Amazed and Confused

[citychick]

Hi SR People,
Tonight I went to my home group meeting; didn't share when asked by the chair person, who knows how I feel about standing up the front of the room and speaking with 30-40 faces looking at me!!!

I'm 5 months sober, have just started getting over the anxiety attacks and I just don't feel ready yet. I know I have to give back what was freely given to me,.....Just not right now. It does say in the BB, "for those who feel unable to speak, they share buy listening", somewhere. I don't remember what page, as I never thought I'd have to quote it. But I found myself doing just that tonight. I do service work, can't that be enough for now?

.....What do you think?.......

Anyway, the group secretary got a promise out of me to share next week.

[best]

We give what we have when we are able.

[citychick]

Originally Posted by best

We give what we have when we are able.

Thanks Best,

I'm feeling, umm, a bit more humble. I decided tonight, I don't do humility well. I suppose it's something that comes and goes, for me at least.

I'll be crusing for days, weeks and then pride or something rears it's head.

Thank you for the kind words
citychick