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04-26-2006, 08:05 PM
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| Member  Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: ok
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| I done it.
Today was a real challenge for me. I have been upset all day and when the mail came i had 120 hydrocodone. You know what i did? I handed it over . I stared at the bottle for along time though i wanted to take one so bad. I was thinking omg i could sleep tonight and no pain. Then i thought of rehab and the withdrawls so i let the bottle of pills go and i took some advil. Tomorrow i am starting over with a new doctor and i am coming clean right from the start. I am going to tell him i was a addict, I just hope he does not treat me bad after i tell him. Yes i have had doctors look at me and treat me like trash due to hydro. I am just glad that i had the strength to not open that bottle. I am proud of myself. 
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04-26-2006, 08:08 PM
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| Getting Better All The Time  Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Recovering
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(((Tina))) I am soooo proud of you! That was an amazing move!! I know the joy you must be feeling inside to overcome that. I am grinning ear to ear for you! That was HUGE!!! Sending lots of hugs your way! |
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04-26-2006, 08:33 PM
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| ~Author of My Life~  Join Date: May 2003 Location: Doing what I thought I couldn't....
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Awesome.....absolutely a show of true inner strength....proud of you! {{{{Happy Hugs}}}}
__________________ Many Hugs and Hope too, Tammie "Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~ "Things do not change, WE change." ~Henry David Thoreau~  |
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04-26-2006, 09:58 PM
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| Moderator  Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: Leaving Sparta
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I AM SO PROUD OF YOU THAT YOU'RE LUCKY I'M NOT THERE TO SQUASH YOU IN A BIG OL' HUG.... ....what you did is what is known in recovery as "the NEXT right thing" and as long as you keep doing that......you gonna make it after all...... | |
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04-26-2006, 10:17 PM
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| '55 Classic  Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Waco, TX
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| Doing the next right thing sometimes isn't the easy thing to do. I'm very proud of you. Way to go! 
__________________ "Temper is a quality that at a critical moment brings out the best in steel and worst in people." - William Grohse NOTE: All Big Book quotes are from the First Edition of the Big Book |
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04-27-2006, 12:30 AM
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| Dopeless Hope Fiend Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: anchorage Alaska
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A miracle really...nothing short of a miracle!!! If someone handed me a bottle today I am afraid I would of been a gonner!! So did you feel the "craving" part at all?? Pretty cool stuff...pretty cool.. northbelle "When God closes a door . he opens a window, but the hallways are a real bitch" |
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