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kellie351969 · 12-08-2005, 12:50 PM

Hello Everybody
Well Ive Been Coming Here Since A Friend Told Me About This Site Iread Everybodys Story And They Really Help I Dont Feel So Alone To Hear Your Stories Really Helps Me.

So Here My Story Please Be Patient It Might Be Long.

Ive Been Using Drugs For A 21 Years And Im 36 It All Started After A Traumatic Incident In My Life And That Incident (rape) Almost Had Completly Destroyed Me. At 16 I Was Diagnonis Bipolar
Well I Started With Black Velvet And Acid Pot Mescline Valium
That Continued Until Somewhere Until I Was 18 Then I Quit Everything Except Alcohol. Well At 21 I Found Out I Was Pregnant And Quit Drinking That Was Feb 16 1991 Havent Drank Since Great Right Oh Not So Quick. I Had A Wonderful Baby Boy C-section They Gave Me Percocet Oh Loved Those Things. Well Igot Pregnant Again And Again Again Again So My Kid Were Born 91-93-95-then A Miscarriage Mentally Nobody Thought I Would Make It Through That One And Neither Did I I Was Admitted To A Crazy Hospital
Were They Doped Me Up. Well I Got Out Of There To Find Out I Was Pregnant Again He Came Along In 97 Then One More In 2000 They Are My Everything. Whenever I Was Pregnant I Was Drug Free Im A Fas Baby Myself My Mom Craved Vodka When She Was Pregnant With Me.
All My Children Were Born C-section So I Always Got Lortab Or Percocet I Also Have 2 Ruptured Disc In My Neck And 3 In My Lumbar So Pills Are Really Easy To Get. In 2000 I Started Smoking Crack In 2002 The State Took Me Kids I Stopped Smoking Crack That Day 8/28/02 Great Right Not So Quick. I Started Seeing A Different Doctor I Want My Own Prescription Of Oxycontin There Exspensive On The Street That Was No Problem They Gave Them To Right Away But 120 Amonth Wasnt Enough So I Sent My Boyfriend And My Friends That Way We Would Have A Bigger Supply Here In Michigan The Drs Give Ocs Out Like Thier Skittles. Well My Habit Went Through The Ceiling I Took More The 10 Oc 80mg A Day And All The Way Up To 20 A Dayfor Over A Year I Lived Only To Take Oc If I Didnt Have Them I Could Not Move I Started Taking Them In 2000 But Not Until 2002 When I Quit Crack Did The Addiction To Them Get Way Out Of Control. Well In May Of 2005 I Started Taking Care Of My Dad Wife And In September I Started Stealing From Him In October He Found Out When The Party Store Called Him Because I Was Cashing The Third Check In Three Days Tatal Of 700.00 In Three Day All For Ocs, Until Then They Had No Clue I Was On Them, They Thought I Was Back On Crack So When I Told Them They Were Really Surpised. I Enter Detox On 10/01 Sebutox The Mircle Drug Got Me Threw The Withdrawls On 10/07 Rehab I Got A Medical From Rehab On 10/12 And Went Back On 10/15 On 10/16 I Walked Out Of Rehab Ama I Was Suppose To Be There For A Least 14 Days But Decided It Was Enough I Couldnt Take It Anymore. On 10/18 Thank God I Was In A Car Accident Because Me And A Friend Was High Of Course When She Hit An Oncoming Cadilac Escalde And Saved My Life You See If We Hadnt Been In That Accident I Would Be Dead I Was Dead When The Ambulance Got Me To The Hospital They Revived Me Twice And Almost Didnt Get Me Back The Second Time It Took Eleven Minutes Forthem To Get Me Back. Oxycontin Overdoes The Highest Level They Had Ever Seen And The Person Survive. So I Really Beg To Differ With Those Who Dont Believe In God. In The Hospital They Gave Me Hydromorphine Ibroke My Knee Injuryed My Back Some More I Was Released On 10/21 With A Prescription And I Never Filled It So That Is My Story. By The Way If You Read My Post Earlier I Said 48 Days Its Only Been 47
Thank You To All The People On This Site You Dont Know How Much This Site Helps Me Everyday

Lots Of Love And God Bless You All

kitkatii · 12-08-2005, 01:00 PM

Kellie,
Glad you found this site for there are a lot of good people here.
You've been through a lot and through God's grace you are still here.
Welcome!

____________
Beck

Cindi R · 12-08-2005, 01:05 PM

Congratulations on 47 days...
Keep comming back. Hope you're working a program, going to NA, got a sponsor, doing the steps...that's the things that will give ya the good stuff!

12-08-2005, 01:37 PM

Wow, you have a life kind of like mine. I have 3 boys, and my doc is oxycotin, I am on methadone which helps alot for the withdrawls, thank god!!! I am sooooo proud of you for being clean, remember, every minute counts, k!!! pm me if u want.

12-08-2005, 12:50 PM	#1 (permalink)
kellie351969 alwayzhopeful Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: new life, mi Posts: 10	This Is My Story Hello Everybody Well Ive Been Coming Here Since A Friend Told Me About This Site Iread Everybodys Story And They Really Help I Dont Feel So Alone To Hear Your Stories Really Helps Me. So Here My Story Please Be Patient It Might Be Long. Ive Been Using Drugs For A 21 Years And Im 36 It All Started After A Traumatic Incident In My Life And That Incident (rape) Almost Had Completly Destroyed Me. At 16 I Was Diagnonis Bipolar Well I Started With Black Velvet And Acid Pot Mescline Valium That Continued Until Somewhere Until I Was 18 Then I Quit Everything Except Alcohol. Well At 21 I Found Out I Was Pregnant And Quit Drinking That Was Feb 16 1991 Havent Drank Since Great Right Oh Not So Quick. I Had A Wonderful Baby Boy C-section They Gave Me Percocet Oh Loved Those Things. Well Igot Pregnant Again And Again Again Again So My Kid Were Born 91-93-95-then A Miscarriage Mentally Nobody Thought I Would Make It Through That One And Neither Did I I Was Admitted To A Crazy Hospital Were They Doped Me Up. Well I Got Out Of There To Find Out I Was Pregnant Again He Came Along In 97 Then One More In 2000 They Are My Everything. Whenever I Was Pregnant I Was Drug Free Im A Fas Baby Myself My Mom Craved Vodka When She Was Pregnant With Me. All My Children Were Born C-section So I Always Got Lortab Or Percocet I Also Have 2 Ruptured Disc In My Neck And 3 In My Lumbar So Pills Are Really Easy To Get. In 2000 I Started Smoking Crack In 2002 The State Took Me Kids I Stopped Smoking Crack That Day 8/28/02 Great Right Not So Quick. I Started Seeing A Different Doctor I Want My Own Prescription Of Oxycontin There Exspensive On The Street That Was No Problem They Gave Them To Right Away But 120 Amonth Wasnt Enough So I Sent My Boyfriend And My Friends That Way We Would Have A Bigger Supply Here In Michigan The Drs Give Ocs Out Like Thier Skittles. Well My Habit Went Through The Ceiling I Took More The 10 Oc 80mg A Day And All The Way Up To 20 A Dayfor Over A Year I Lived Only To Take Oc If I Didnt Have Them I Could Not Move I Started Taking Them In 2000 But Not Until 2002 When I Quit Crack Did The Addiction To Them Get Way Out Of Control. Well In May Of 2005 I Started Taking Care Of My Dad Wife And In September I Started Stealing From Him In October He Found Out When The Party Store Called Him Because I Was Cashing The Third Check In Three Days Tatal Of 700.00 In Three Day All For Ocs, Until Then They Had No Clue I Was On Them, They Thought I Was Back On Crack So When I Told Them They Were Really Surpised. I Enter Detox On 10/01 Sebutox The Mircle Drug Got Me Threw The Withdrawls On 10/07 Rehab I Got A Medical From Rehab On 10/12 And Went Back On 10/15 On 10/16 I Walked Out Of Rehab Ama I Was Suppose To Be There For A Least 14 Days But Decided It Was Enough I Couldnt Take It Anymore. On 10/18 Thank God I Was In A Car Accident Because Me And A Friend Was High Of Course When She Hit An Oncoming Cadilac Escalde And Saved My Life You See If We Hadnt Been In That Accident I Would Be Dead I Was Dead When The Ambulance Got Me To The Hospital They Revived Me Twice And Almost Didnt Get Me Back The Second Time It Took Eleven Minutes Forthem To Get Me Back. Oxycontin Overdoes The Highest Level They Had Ever Seen And The Person Survive. So I Really Beg To Differ With Those Who Dont Believe In God. In The Hospital They Gave Me Hydromorphine Ibroke My Knee Injuryed My Back Some More I Was Released On 10/21 With A Prescription And I Never Filled It So That Is My Story. By The Way If You Read My Post Earlier I Said 48 Days Its Only Been 47 Thank You To All The People On This Site You Dont Know How Much This Site Helps Me Everyday Lots Of Love And God Bless You All __________________ GOOD BYE OXYS A NEW OUTLOOK ON LIFE:

12-08-2005, 01:05 PM	#3 (permalink)
Cindi R Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Anywhere,USA Posts: 512	Congratulations on 47 days... Keep comming back. Hope you're working a program, going to NA, got a sponsor, doing the steps...that's the things that will give ya the good stuff! __________________ There's no gram like the program

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12-08-2005, 01:00 PM	#2 (permalink)
kitkatii Member Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Brownsburg Indiana Posts: 63	Kellie, Glad you found this site for there are a lot of good people here. You've been through a lot and through God's grace you are still here. Welcome! ____________ Beck

12-08-2005, 01:37 PM	#4 (permalink)
help123 Guest Posts: n/a	Wow, you have a life kind of like mine. I have 3 boys, and my doc is oxycotin, I am on methadone which helps alot for the withdrawls, thank god!!! I am sooooo proud of you for being clean, remember, every minute counts, k!!! pm me if u want.

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