yes, i'm still here - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

MagdaM · 08-04-2005, 10:44 PM

i'm just coherent enough to be bored and also pissed. can i use that wrd? no its just the chat room thtblocks them right?

this is not the pouint., the point is to get up tomorrow and see this message and DON'T USE!. Tomorrow will bw.

aren't i glkad to pirate wireless from next door? internet piracy got me sober! hahaha. sorry. i'm actuallhy quite serious even though i can't type. tomorrow. no more H for me. right.

its so easy to say when you're high rught?

does everyone do this? every time i shoot i think ok now i'll quit. the biutch is quitting when your down.

i can do it thougfh. hell i did it last week. lol! detox is like rifing a bike yes? i'm going to stoip typing now its usekess. im high and drunk, and stoned, and whatever everything tyou want to call it. b ut npot tomorrow.

seriously. i've had enough of this. i'm going home to new mexico and i'm going home to my mom clean. manana. new day

***Time2Surrender*** · 08-04-2005, 11:06 PM

(((MagdaM))) Im glad your here.Hang in there.I was at this site for months before I acumilated any signifigant clean time.For me,I had to completly surrender to God and my recovery.I had to finally get honest with myself and with others.I also had to reach out.In NA and also here at SR.For a long time it seemed hopeless.I was wrong.I read some of your posts earlier today.I believe in you and I know you want this and you can do this.

MagdaM · 08-04-2005, 11:14 PM

its looking like a long night

MagdaM · 08-05-2005, 11:06 AM

12hrs...counting.

***Time2Surrender*** · 08-05-2005, 11:07 AM

Hang in there.

Blue2085 · 08-05-2005, 04:18 PM

12 Hours Is Mag.

If You Need My Sick Sense Of Humor To Help Your Bordom. You Know Where To Find Me.

Love
Blue

**Alera** · 08-05-2005, 08:16 PM

Thinking of you MagdaM

Chy · 08-05-2005, 08:41 PM

Magda,
I have every confidence just for the pure and simple fact your here you'll get clean and sober when your ready. Find some support for doing it and never underestimate your ability to do this! *hugs*

MagdaM · 08-05-2005, 11:24 PM

25hrs...ha! i'm so determined guys. i feel like death itself but somehow i'm keeping my spirits wierdly up. its absolutely bizarre. i really really feel rather like hell--but i feel angry and excited too. i'm so doing this. i know i'm going to get depressed again and think otherwise--but i'm going to keep going this time...or i'm going to try.

08-06-2005, 04:53 AM

i know u can do it mag. Every hour is one more hour that u will never have to see again and all those hrs add up.

08-04-2005, 10:44 PM	#1 (permalink)
MagdaM Doube-Edged Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Albuquerque, NM Posts: 162	yes, i'm still here i'm just coherent enough to be bored and also pissed. can i use that wrd? no its just the chat room thtblocks them right? this is not the pouint., the point is to get up tomorrow and see this message and DON'T USE!. Tomorrow will bw. aren't i glkad to pirate wireless from next door? internet piracy got me sober! hahaha. sorry. i'm actuallhy quite serious even though i can't type. tomorrow. no more H for me. right. its so easy to say when you're high rught? does everyone do this? every time i shoot i think ok now i'll quit. the biutch is quitting when your down. i can do it thougfh. hell i did it last week. lol! detox is like rifing a bike yes? i'm going to stoip typing now its usekess. im high and drunk, and stoned, and whatever everything tyou want to call it. b ut npot tomorrow. seriously. i've had enough of this. i'm going home to new mexico and i'm going home to my mom clean. manana. new day

08-04-2005, 11:06 PM	#2 (permalink)
*Time2Surrender* Community Greeter Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Hillsboro,Oregon Soon to be Washington State Posts: 6,335 Blog Entries: 3	(((MagdaM))) Im glad your here.Hang in there.I was at this site for months before I acumilated any signifigant clean time.For me,I had to completly surrender to God and my recovery.I had to finally get honest with myself and with others.I also had to reach out.In NA and also here at SR.For a long time it seemed hopeless.I was wrong.I read some of your posts earlier today.I believe in you and I know you want this and you can do this. __________________ "Jack and Diane" painted a picture of my life and my dreams, Suddenly this crazy world made more sense to me Well I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along Cause everytime I hear that song...

08-05-2005, 11:07 AM	#5 (permalink)
*Time2Surrender* Community Greeter Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Hillsboro,Oregon Soon to be Washington State Posts: 6,335 Blog Entries: 3	Hang in there. __________________ "Jack and Diane" painted a picture of my life and my dreams, Suddenly this crazy world made more sense to me Well I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along Cause everytime I hear that song...

08-05-2005, 04:18 PM	#6 (permalink)
Blue2085 Body,Mind & Soul in that order Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Royal Oak,MI Posts: 82	12 Hours Is Mag. If You Need My Sick Sense Of Humor To Help Your Bordom. You Know Where To Find Me. Love Blue __________________ ex know it all! : Miss Blue

08-05-2005, 08:16 PM	#7 (permalink)
Alera SR's SMART Goth Mod Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: SoCal Posts: 1,900	Thinking of you MagdaM __________________ Copyright © 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008 Alera The addiction will protect itself ... AT ALL COSTS.

08-04-2005, 11:14 PM	#3 (permalink)
MagdaM Doube-Edged Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Albuquerque, NM Posts: 162	its looking like a long night

08-05-2005, 11:06 AM	#4 (permalink)
MagdaM Doube-Edged Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Albuquerque, NM Posts: 162	12hrs...counting.

08-05-2005, 08:41 PM	#8 (permalink)
Chy Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: El Paso, Tx Posts: 5,886	Magda, I have every confidence just for the pure and simple fact your here you'll get clean and sober when your ready. Find some support for doing it and never underestimate your ability to do this! hugs

08-05-2005, 11:24 PM	#9 (permalink)
MagdaM Doube-Edged Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Albuquerque, NM Posts: 162	25hrs...ha! i'm so determined guys. i feel like death itself but somehow i'm keeping my spirits wierdly up. its absolutely bizarre. i really really feel rather like hell--but i feel angry and excited too. i'm so doing this. i know i'm going to get depressed again and think otherwise--but i'm going to keep going this time...or i'm going to try.

08-06-2005, 04:53 AM	#10 (permalink)
help123 Guest Posts: n/a	i know u can do it mag. Every hour is one more hour that u will never have to see again and all those hrs add up.

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