I messed up again

[Alycia]

hello everybody,

I was doing so good lately. It's been awhile since I have done anything that I wasn't suppose to do, doc oxys. Today my bf sis called me and asked me if I wanted anything. I couldn't say no, it was right in my face. I did 40mg of oxy. I feel so guilty. My bf claims that he doesn't want me to do anything but than he won't tell his sis not to call me, she's also a nurse. I know that I hold the power but I would like support from him. I see my doc on thurs. and I am going to be dirty. I did so good for the last month, only screwed up twice. I was seeing my doc weekly and than he had vacation for a month so I haven't seen him. I also have came in two times a week to a different doc to get my pills counted and did great. Can anyone tell me how to change my screen name and also how to chat back and forth instead of like this? Well gtg, I am going to try to sell off the right of the oxy.
love lots,
alycia

[Alycia]

hello everybody,

I was doing so good lately. It's been awhile since I have done anything that I wasn't suppose to do, doc oxys. Today my bf sis called me and asked me if I wanted anything. I couldn't say no, it was right in my face. I did 40mg of oxy. I feel so guilty. My bf claims that he doesn't want me to do anything but than he won't tell his sis not to call me, she's also a nurse. I know that I hold the power but I would like support from him. I see my doc on thurs. and I am going to be dirty. I did so good for the last month, only screwed up twice. I was seeing my doc weekly and than he had vacation for a month so I haven't seen him. I also have came in two times a week to a different doc to get my pills counted and did great. Can anyone tell me how to change my screen name and also how to chat back and forth instead of like this? Well gtg, I am going to try to sell off the right of the oxy.
love lots,
alycia[/quote]

[odie123]

alycia,
does yur sister know that yu have beef with pain meds? hey! at least yu did not fill an rx...

one hour at a time.

[Chance]

You know Alycia I know that it is hard sometimes but during those times we just have to say NO, and Hang on to our @ss. I know that you can do this, and I know that I can do it also. Look at it this way it is progress not perfection and you are doing wonderful. I am not sure about the screen name thingggiieeeeee but you mention about chating back and forth usually if I see someone that I would like to talk to I PM them (Private Message) to meet me in the chat room. Then I just go there and log in and wait. You might ask Chy about your screen name she would know but like I said I do like your name LMAO.

Love Vic

thank you...everyday day is a new day.

[Chance]

Hope and pray that you are doing better today I have been thinking about you,

Love Vic

[Kahlia]

Originally Posted by help123

hello everybody,

I was doing so good lately. It's been awhile since I have done anything that I wasn't suppose to do, doc oxys. Today my bf sis called me and asked me if I wanted anything. I couldn't say no, it was right in my face. I did 40mg of oxy. I feel so guilty. My bf claims that he doesn't want me to do anything but than he won't tell his sis not to call me, she's also a nurse. I know that I hold the power but I would like support from him. I see my doc on thurs. and I am going to be dirty. I did so good for the last month, only screwed up twice. I was seeing my doc weekly and than he had vacation for a month so I haven't seen him. I also have came in two times a week to a different doc to get my pills counted and did great. Can anyone tell me how to change my screen name and also how to chat back and forth instead of like this? Well gtg, I am going to try to sell off the right of the oxy.
love lots,
alycia

Alycia-I am glad that you can recognize that you screwed up........NOW STOP. It is not OK but it is a different time and a different hour...do something with it.........Kahlia

[odie123]

7 months huh? that is awsome 2 more months..i am so exited for yu...keep it up sweetheart!

Thanks, its so hot in minnesota and I can't wait to get this big boy out of me. I am due nov. 7, and were thinking this boy's name is going to be Logan Ray. I hope to have a qucik labor, too. N-E-Ways! One new day without doing durgs. I hope everybody else is doing ok. Everybody remember no matter what tomorrow is a new day...
love,
me

Today, everybody seems to be doing great. It's so hot here in mn that me and the boys are going to the big pool if they were good in school. I hope everyone else is staying cool.
love,
me

[odie123]

hot it is in hotlanta too. that sounds like a good idea...a little floating will take a little off the heavy feeling..
i also might do that tomorrow with my baby.

[Dstruggler]

its the times of weakness that make us stronger

[stonespike]

If you messed up, just realize you messed up(like you did), and just start your sobriety again. Dont take it as a failure, but instead as a learning experience. Another thing that showed you that drugs just werent the answer. Sometimes it takes us A LONG TIME, some never realize, that drugs just arent the answer. They make things worse!

Glad you realize u made a mistake, now get back on track immediately, and dont look back.