Im back and one full week, no pills

[danicam24]

Hey guys sorry I havent responded.... I had to go to my grandmothers with my baby. She does not have a computer. I missed her so much. 2 days is a long time to not see her. I have never been away from her for even a day. The 3rd and 4th day were the worst of being sick. All I had to think about were the 2 days I was not with her because of the withdrawls were so bad. Imagine if I kept that life up.... I would never see her, eventuly it would have cought up with me and someoneone would take her from me. I would loose her forever. I would kill myself.. im smater than that. exacally 1 week today... 7 days not 1 pain pill. I only took clonipin for 2 days, so 5 days with nothing. And I plan to spend the rest of my life with nothing.... I much rather deal with my heart pain and the loss of my little baby Nathan than all than other pain I caused myself.
Thanks so much for all your help
Danielle

[Alera]

Congratulations on your 7 days. How are you doing today?

[BrothaBrown9258]

I just read your post and your quote at the bottom meant a lot to me. I been real afraid to go thru the withdrawls becuz i been tapering on oc's and sat or sun will be my last day tapering and my gf is pregnant and were going to have a baby boy due on xmas and I couldnt live with the fact that im a drug addict around my kid so Im trying to quit for me but also for my baby. I jus wanted to congratulate you on your week of sobriety and jus let you know that your quote on the bottom helped me a little. Thanx.