Cocaine is ruining my life
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Cocaine is ruining my life
Hello, new here... I've been doing coke on and off for a few years now. However, over the past few months, things have taken a really dark and scary turn. All of a sudden, I'm doing it alone, all night... At least a gram, sometimes more. This past week marks 4 nights and now I feel like a worthless person. I went to a 24 hour clinic today because I was worried I might be having a heart attack. I wasn't, but I was told how much havoc I was causing my body... Like I didn't already know. So completely embarrassing.... I'm losing a lot of my friends, my family lives far away and we aren't really in touch so they have no idea. I went to a friend's this morning after the clinic and told him how bad it's gotten... Now I'm sitting on his couch researching recovery options... But I don't want to burden him or bring him or my other friends into my problem. The only reason I told him is because I live alone and realized I did to much, and got worried for my own health.
I'm incredibly depressed and I'm really in need of some support. Please help.
I'm incredibly depressed and I'm really in need of some support. Please help.
Thank you
I'm in a similar situation and your post makes me feel not alone. Thank You for sharing!
Hello, new here... I've been doing coke on and off for a few years now. However, over the past few months, things have taken a really dark and scary turn. All of a sudden, I'm doing it alone, all night... At least a gram, sometimes more. This past week marks 4 nights and now I feel like a worthless person. I went to a 24 hour clinic today because I was worried I might be having a heart attack. I wasn't, but I was told how much havoc I was causing my body... Like I didn't already know. So completely embarrassing.... I'm losing a lot of my friends, my family lives far away and we aren't really in touch so they have no idea. I went to a friend's this morning after the clinic and told him how bad it's gotten... Now I'm sitting on his couch researching recovery options... But I don't want to burden him or bring him or my other friends into my problem. The only reason I told him is because I live alone and realized I did to much, and got worried for my own health.
I'm incredibly depressed and I'm really in need of some support. Please help.
I'm incredibly depressed and I'm really in need of some support. Please help.
In my own experience with the stuff, when i ran out of money and removed myself from the circle of people that were associated with it, i just quit. No physical withdrawal only psychological - nothing that a benadryl couldn't fix.
Getting away from that stuff was one of the best things that ever happened to me. The weakness for it is still there and always will be, so I steer clear of places and people where it prevails. I know how powerful it is, it made me lose all interest in alcohol, which is really saying something.
I feel what your going through, try to put it behind you.
Getting away from that stuff was one of the best things that ever happened to me. The weakness for it is still there and always will be, so I steer clear of places and people where it prevails. I know how powerful it is, it made me lose all interest in alcohol, which is really saying something.
I feel what your going through, try to put it behind you.
The stuff was hard on my heart -- now in A-Fib.
Been almost 20 years since I touched the powder.
You can leave it behind as many, many have.
M-Bob
i didn't think i could get off crack cocaine....the grip seemed so enormous and all consuming. but the truth was as long as i THOUGHT i couldn't quit......i couldn't. it wasn't nearly as hard to actually DO IT as i had built up in my head. hell the whole thing was a mind****
We CAN and DO recover. from all sorts of stuff. my husband was a 20 year + addict.....even i wasn't sure HE could quit and STAY quit. but here we are............8 something years later.
We CAN and DO recover. from all sorts of stuff. my husband was a 20 year + addict.....even i wasn't sure HE could quit and STAY quit. but here we are............8 something years later.
Last edited by Dee74; 03-22-2017 at 06:14 PM.
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Your post hit home, I know exactly how you feel. My binges eventually caused my septum to collapse and even after I was still using until my nose started visibly slumping. I look back and think how could i have let it get that far? I also look back and consider myself damn lucky that my nose stopped me before something else did. I used to mix C with beta blockers and i think back to how dangerous it was and i feel damn lucky. The more u binge, the more depressed and less willing you are to help yourself until you have to. Its really fantastic you were looking up support today - good on you! But follow through - the alternative is this right now, every day, how you feel. I wish u all the best
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