youngconfused

Audio addict ,
I start Tomm I have subs but I am sure tonight and tomorrow morning will be tough! You should be so proud I would love to be sober 9 days what an incredible feat believe me I know how hard it is especially with these pills!! Congrats and I have heard of Kratom heard jt sucked lol

EyesOfAStranger

Hey Audio - haven't heard from you in a couple days - everything still going good? How are you feeling?

Young - good luck to you! Hoping you have taken your last and are beginning your sober journey! It's going to be rough, but just hang in there!

youngconfused

Thanks eyes I need to stop talking about it and just do it lol plan into action as they say! I hope everyone is doing good pills can be hard to quit but we can beat this we are stronger and we have if you believe in it a higher power that wants the best for you and wants you to live a beautiful drug free life so you can reach all your little hearts deserves! Xxx
YC

Audioaddict

Was doing great. Then I blew it. At day 2 now. Not quite as bad as it was when I started but can't say I feel great.

Audioaddict

Last Friday, my wife had invited two other couples for dinner. I'd been feeling pretty good last week and thought I might win this battle. Around 7:00, I started feeling like ****. Did not want to be sociable. Then I remembered that there were some Oxys sitting around the house. Oxys weren't my thing but they have a similar effect and last a little longer. I managed to convince myself that I could take them, since they weren't the same, and at least enjoy the evening a bit. I took a 15mg pill. Of course, I felt much better. Then Saturday came and I of course took another pill and a half. Then it was Sunday, and well, Monday is always a better day to get on track, right? I took another pill. I felt o.k. yesterday. Today has been getting worse as the day rolls on. I guess the longer half life of oxys also causes a delay in the WD symptoms. I feel like death again. Not quite as bad as I did right after the hydros, but bad.

I could sit around and hate myself while I take more pills or I could just, once again, learn from my mistake and continue to move forward. I want off these bastards.

Chrissy58

Hang in there and do not stop trying. We are here for you to encourage you in your quest to beat this. Don't hate yourself. Just remember you are trying your best to overcome. Best wishes

Audioaddict

Thanks Chrissy. I need words of encouragement right now.

TiredEnough

What it do, Audio? Good to go I hope.

Audioaddict

I screwed up again. I'm back. Day 1.

TiredEnough

Dude! Quit that!

Audioaddict

Haha, I know. Day 2.

Audioaddict

Day 3

TiredEnough

Good job, Audio. Did you get everything out of the house (oxy)?

Audioaddict

Well, my wife has some. We can't do it at once since we have small children. Other than my recent screwup, I'd been 8 months before. She was on them and they were in the house ths whole time. It's not perfect, but I do have a strong will. Regardless, closing out day 4.

Audioaddict

Day 5 still alive

Audioaddict

Day 6

lonelynn

Great job!!! 👍

Audioaddict

Day 7. Those oxys were tough. I think they caused the worst to linger a little longer. Feeling like I've passed the worst.

Audioaddict

Day 9. Feeling much, much better. You won't hear from me everyday but I'll check in once in a while.

Audioaddict

Day 10!