Old poem I wrote

[Michaell]

I found this while cleaning out my computer today, its a poem I wrote about 4 months ago when I was feeling hopeless. Its weird to read it now..

Let me begin by saying my name
So that no one is to blame
It is Michael;
I was seventeen when it all started
But had no control for what was created

It started out as fun
Until I found myself watching spun
My life was slowly fading away;
I was going down a downward spiral
And then realized my denial

I was addicted to the Devil’s Candy
And was unable to control my modus operandi
My best friend views me as a stranger;
But it all got worse when I stole
Now I knew I was out of control

My life was slowly getting shorter
But still couldn’t keep a quarter
I thought I was hopeless;
My mind was being used as a host
As a home for the evil ghost

…

It has been almost a year
And I feel that death is near
So much time has been lost;
I wish it would all just end
Before I fall into a deeper descend