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krisgrace · 11-04-2009, 03:54 PM

Hey guys,

I just just wanted to let all of you know that tomorrow is FINALLY the day! I have been waiting months to get my Subs. I tapered down as I was told. (Well not exactly but as well as I could) I took my last one at 3:30, and My appt. is at 9:15. I should be in full withdrawl by then. I am so ready to get this process started. Also my boyfriend (who provided pills and smoked pot) and I broke up, and he moved out. I know it is the best for my recovery. I am very excited about this new and exciting time. I am also very happy to have friends like you!

Love always,
Kristin

:ghug2

Lenina · 11-04-2009, 07:20 PM

(((((kris))))

I am so happy for you! Keep us posted on your new journey!

Love,

Lenina

wes · 11-04-2009, 07:29 PM

im just fixing to start and im scared i wish the best for you.. i just signed up and hoping this place will help me

wes

Wolfchild · 11-04-2009, 08:59 PM

kj3880 · 11-04-2009, 09:35 PM

Good move. My bf was my source also, and I had to break up with him in early recovery to stay clean. Subs were key in my recovery, along with meetings, and step work.

Love,
KJ

Celestiale · 11-04-2009, 11:32 PM

Good Luck Tomorrow!!! You can do it!

krisgrace · 11-05-2009, 06:59 AM

Ugh.. I feel pretty bad this morning. But, I guess it could be worse. I am waiting for more withdrawls...then for the actual Dr. appt.!!

foglift · 11-05-2009, 07:11 AM

Make yourself as comfortable as you can, and congrats on your dr's appt. Let us know how it goes.

kj3880 · 11-05-2009, 07:49 AM

How did the appointment go, Kris?

Love,
KJ

krisgrace · 11-05-2009, 10:41 AM

OK, so I wanted to let you guys know how it went now that I FINALLY (months of waiting) got induced today! It was the weirdest situation! Everyone that read my other post knows about my cooky Dr. situation. Well, It started off like this, I walked in withdrawing (which he did not tell me to do, but I assumed on my own). He asked how I did (referring to the taper plan he asked me to do 10 days prior. I told him the truth that I did it prefect until the last two days that I remained on 4 pills instead of 3. And that I was prescribed cough syrup with codene while tapering (not much). I was honest. He had a panic attack. Told me to never let that happen again or he will never help me. He was too busy trying to save people's lives for me to not follow directions. The he tells me to "look into his brain, as he looked into mine" lol, I tried so hard not to smile, even though my stomach was cramping. He says that he was trying to "blunt" the trasition from the pills to the subs. Anyway FINALLY he gives me the prescription!! He doesn't induce me there which is strange. Doesn't tell me how to use the medicine, again weird, but I was just ready to get it, so I left, off to the pharmacy. I read the prescription....8mg twice a day. I really thought I only needed 4mg twice a day, but he is the doctor and I was told to follow directions or be dropped......so I filled the prescription and read the directions on how to take it since the Dr. did not explain. I popped it under my tounge and waited....ewww.... not the best taste in the world...
BUT....it worked. No PW.... I feel better already. Maybe 8mg was ok. I feel a little light headed and a little energetic but maybe thats just me being exited? I don't know. I go back it two weeks. I am on the road to RECOVERY!! Thanks everyone!!
Kristin

krisgrace · 11-05-2009, 01:48 PM

Ok, ummm the 8mg might be a little much. I felt ok at first. Then I sort of got a head ache. I took a 600mg ibprofen. About 20 minutes later I needed to vomit terribly. I couldn't and the feeling hasn't gone away since. I feel like I could fall asleep any second, when just earlier I was fine. I can barley keep my eyes open to type this...
How many mg are you guys on? If you take them of course.. and What were you taking before?
Does this go away or should I go down on my dose. My Dr. told me to call him tomorrow and let him know what was going on.

kj3880 · 11-05-2009, 04:20 PM

4 mg twice a day was plenty for me.

krisgrace · 11-05-2009, 05:43 PM

I think maybe I should try that. I was only taking 10 lorcets a day at most...

stg1979 · 11-05-2009, 05:46 PM

Congrats and good luck!

krisgrace · 11-06-2009, 08:59 AM

Thank you all for your wonderful comments! I felt better as the day progressed yesterday! My official Sobriety date is 11/5/2009!! Today I only took half of the 8mg tablet. This afternoon I will take the other half, and if I need another half tonight I will take it and not I wont. I feel free. I feel very tired right after I take it. I feel a little emotional and VERY thirsty! I am very thankful, however! I feel great about this...

krisgrace · 11-06-2009, 08:11 PM

OK, so I only took two halves today... Should I take another half just because it's there to see if I need it? I don't feel like I am feeling bad. Am I supposed to be taking these to make sure I dont go into withdrawl? I am sort of confused now... I talked to the Dr. today. They said I can take halves but to work with it over the weekend and try to see if I could get up to my full dose. I dont want to be all drugged up and super sleepy. Also, I know this sounds like and addict mind but, I actually got mad at my kids earlier and remembered that I would have normally taken a pain pill then. So, maybe since I had not taken any Subs since 3 I should take another half. Then I thought no I feel fine I shouldnt take anything until later. I am trying to realize when I am actually "thinking like an addict" and change it. And I guess I need to get on a time schedule with my Subs.

ex D-Boy · 11-06-2009, 08:52 PM

glad your on the subs now kris and making good life decisions in order to stay clean and sober.

I have a very low opinion of about 90% of the suboxone certified specialists that are out there so I wont offer any advice or thoughts on that subject. Just wanted to congratulate you on getting away from negative influences and keeping a positive mindset. That really is half the battle already!

meganl · 11-06-2009, 09:06 PM

I am so proud of you! That is so awesome! Well, I was first put on 16 mgs of Suboxone the same as what you were put on. I think that if your body feels like 8mg is enough, then obviously that is what you should be taking. You know how your body feels, why take more if you don't need it? But that is just my opinion! I was tired and lethargic when I first started taking it, but that went away in about a week! To me, Suboxone saved my life and I hope that it really helps you as much as it does me! If you have anymore questions, you can PM me if you want. I have been on Suboxone now for 18 months and I have tapered down (by my own decision) to 4 mgs. Trust me, you will know if you need more or less Suboxone. GOOD LUCK!!!!

11-04-2009, 03:54 PM	#1 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	Tomorrow!! Hey guys, I just just wanted to let all of you know that tomorrow is FINALLY the day! I have been waiting months to get my Subs. I tapered down as I was told. (Well not exactly but as well as I could) I took my last one at 3:30, and My appt. is at 9:15. I should be in full withdrawl by then. I am so ready to get this process started. Also my boyfriend (who provided pills and smoked pot) and I broke up, and he moved out. I know it is the best for my recovery. I am very excited about this new and exciting time. I am also very happy to have friends like you! Love always, Kristin :ghug2

11-04-2009, 08:59 PM	#4 (permalink)
Wolfchild Disposable Hero Tournaments Won: 3 Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: Being, ME Posts: 3,758 Blog Entries: 3	__________________ Any clean addict is a miracle and keeping the miracle alive is an ongoing process of awareness, surrender, and growth

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ex D-Boy Sco Seeeezy 3D Net Blazer Champion! Angry Old Wizard Champion! Basketball Champion! Freaky Football Champion! Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Boca FL Posts: 760	glad your on the subs now kris and making good life decisions in order to stay clean and sober. I have a very low opinion of about 90% of the suboxone certified specialists that are out there so I wont offer any advice or thoughts on that subject. Just wanted to congratulate you on getting away from negative influences and keeping a positive mindset. That really is half the battle already! __________________ She say she nah let go ~~ LKA <3 Forever

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11-04-2009, 07:20 PM	#2 (permalink)
Lenina Member Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Los Angeles, California Posts: 2,955	(((((kris)))) I am so happy for you! Keep us posted on your new journey! Love, Lenina

11-04-2009, 07:29 PM	#3 (permalink)
wes Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 6	im just fixing to start and im scared i wish the best for you.. i just signed up and hoping this place will help me wes

11-04-2009, 09:35 PM	#5 (permalink)
kj3880 Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: md Posts: 3,002	Good move. My bf was my source also, and I had to break up with him in early recovery to stay clean. Subs were key in my recovery, along with meetings, and step work. Love, KJ

11-04-2009, 11:32 PM	#6 (permalink)
Celestiale Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Louisville, KY Posts: 33 Blog Entries: 1	Good Luck Tomorrow!!! You can do it!

11-05-2009, 06:59 AM	#7 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	Ugh.. I feel pretty bad this morning. But, I guess it could be worse. I am waiting for more withdrawls...then for the actual Dr. appt.!!

11-05-2009, 07:11 AM	#8 (permalink)
foglift nerdly Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: twin cities Posts: 58	Make yourself as comfortable as you can, and congrats on your dr's appt. Let us know how it goes.

11-05-2009, 07:49 AM	#9 (permalink)
kj3880 Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: md Posts: 3,002	How did the appointment go, Kris? Love, KJ

11-05-2009, 10:41 AM	#10 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	OK, so I wanted to let you guys know how it went now that I FINALLY (months of waiting) got induced today! It was the weirdest situation! Everyone that read my other post knows about my cooky Dr. situation. Well, It started off like this, I walked in withdrawing (which he did not tell me to do, but I assumed on my own). He asked how I did (referring to the taper plan he asked me to do 10 days prior. I told him the truth that I did it prefect until the last two days that I remained on 4 pills instead of 3. And that I was prescribed cough syrup with codene while tapering (not much). I was honest. He had a panic attack. Told me to never let that happen again or he will never help me. He was too busy trying to save people's lives for me to not follow directions. The he tells me to "look into his brain, as he looked into mine" lol, I tried so hard not to smile, even though my stomach was cramping. He says that he was trying to "blunt" the trasition from the pills to the subs. Anyway FINALLY he gives me the prescription!! He doesn't induce me there which is strange. Doesn't tell me how to use the medicine, again weird, but I was just ready to get it, so I left, off to the pharmacy. I read the prescription....8mg twice a day. I really thought I only needed 4mg twice a day, but he is the doctor and I was told to follow directions or be dropped......so I filled the prescription and read the directions on how to take it since the Dr. did not explain. I popped it under my tounge and waited....ewww.... not the best taste in the world... BUT....it worked. No PW.... I feel better already. Maybe 8mg was ok. I feel a little light headed and a little energetic but maybe thats just me being exited? I don't know. I go back it two weeks. I am on the road to RECOVERY!! Thanks everyone!! Kristin

11-05-2009, 01:48 PM	#11 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	Ok, ummm the 8mg might be a little much. I felt ok at first. Then I sort of got a head ache. I took a 600mg ibprofen. About 20 minutes later I needed to vomit terribly. I couldn't and the feeling hasn't gone away since. I feel like I could fall asleep any second, when just earlier I was fine. I can barley keep my eyes open to type this... How many mg are you guys on? If you take them of course.. and What were you taking before? Does this go away or should I go down on my dose. My Dr. told me to call him tomorrow and let him know what was going on.

11-05-2009, 04:20 PM	#12 (permalink)
kj3880 Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: md Posts: 3,002	4 mg twice a day was plenty for me.

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11-05-2009, 05:43 PM	#13 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	I think maybe I should try that. I was only taking 10 lorcets a day at most...

11-05-2009, 05:46 PM	#14 (permalink)
stg1979 Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 17	Congrats and good luck!

11-06-2009, 08:59 AM	#15 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	Thank you all for your wonderful comments! I felt better as the day progressed yesterday! My official Sobriety date is 11/5/2009!! Today I only took half of the 8mg tablet. This afternoon I will take the other half, and if I need another half tonight I will take it and not I wont. I feel free. I feel very tired right after I take it. I feel a little emotional and VERY thirsty! I am very thankful, however! I feel great about this...

11-06-2009, 08:11 PM	#16 (permalink)
krisgrace On The Road to Recovery! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 191	OK, so I only took two halves today... Should I take another half just because it's there to see if I need it? I don't feel like I am feeling bad. Am I supposed to be taking these to make sure I dont go into withdrawl? I am sort of confused now... I talked to the Dr. today. They said I can take halves but to work with it over the weekend and try to see if I could get up to my full dose. I dont want to be all drugged up and super sleepy. Also, I know this sounds like and addict mind but, I actually got mad at my kids earlier and remembered that I would have normally taken a pain pill then. So, maybe since I had not taken any Subs since 3 I should take another half. Then I thought no I feel fine I shouldnt take anything until later. I am trying to realize when I am actually "thinking like an addict" and change it. And I guess I need to get on a time schedule with my Subs.

11-06-2009, 09:06 PM	#18 (permalink)
meganl Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: East Tawas, MI Posts: 49	I am so proud of you! That is so awesome! Well, I was first put on 16 mgs of Suboxone the same as what you were put on. I think that if your body feels like 8mg is enough, then obviously that is what you should be taking. You know how your body feels, why take more if you don't need it? But that is just my opinion! I was tired and lethargic when I first started taking it, but that went away in about a week! To me, Suboxone saved my life and I hope that it really helps you as much as it does me! If you have anymore questions, you can PM me if you want. I have been on Suboxone now for 18 months and I have tapered down (by my own decision) to 4 mgs. Trust me, you will know if you need more or less Suboxone. GOOD LUCK!!!!