girloverboard

Please forgive me is anything I say is out of lin or agaist the rules =/

I had cocaine last night, all night after i was gagging for more, I hid it away in my parents wardrobe so i couldnt get it, anyway this morning well right now, i just need it, its calling me, argh help?

Sugah

Hiding it or putting it somewhere I couldn't get to it never worked for me. I found a way. And telling myself I wouldn't get more didn't work so well, either -- not while I was still surrounding myself with the people and opportunities to get more.

Do you want to quit? Or just stay away from what you've saved for later? Because I can't tell anyone how to cut down (never worked for me), only how to quit and stay quit.

Peace & Love,
Sugah

TheSunAlsoRises

I have to echo Sugah... cutting down hasn't worked for me. Have you considered NA? expand your post a bit... i'm sure some of the regulars on here will be by presently with some advice...

change4penny

Yeah, I'm with Sugah. As a recovering opiate/cocaine addict, 11 months clean, if I'd tried this method, no way would it have worked for me....I'd think about it non stop until I got my hands on it.
Here's an idea...if you truly don't want to use it...flush it.

Penny

looking4sanity

im newly recovering as well overboard and im an crack/cocaine addict and if it was in the house right now i would just be thinking of non stop and i would probably cave so im with the others just flush it if your serious about staying clean you have to get rid of it or your gonna sabotage yourself , its easier said than done but you have to stay strong or have someone comeover and help you be strong

looking4sanity

pretty much qouted penny right there without even thinking i guess addicts think alike lol

Believe808

Hi Girlob, for me I when I truly wanted to get clean and stay clean I had to remove anything and everything from my home. Every pill got flushed and I watched it going down the toilet and said goodbye. By the grace of God, I will be celebrating 1 year this month on the 25th. You need to want to stay sober and clean more than anything else.

Vintersemestre

STOP FLUSHING CHEMICALS DOWN THE TOILET! It's bad for the water system and marine life.