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Old 08-20-2003, 02:39 PM   #1 (permalink)
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Darn it was having a good day so far

Hi All,

Haven't posted in this room in a while Relapsed and got into a lot of trouble on Friday

I was lost petrified and sure things were there worst....

Started to feel better once I found a rehab and lawyer and have been pretty good since about 3 hours ago

The tears started all over and I'm fiending...........
I have never ever not once had a withdrawal symptom and don't think this is one but migraine has takin over and I want to take my pills so bad

So scared and pissed at myself for this

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Old 08-20-2003, 02:46 PM   #2 (permalink)
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Hang in there. I don't think the road is ever smooth and steady. I know migraines are terrible and you are trying not to take your regular pain killers. Do you have anything else that you can take. I also have migraines and always relied on prescriptions to help because I found absolutely nothing else worked. I have tried Advil and find, that if I take it early on (I usually have nausea as well) that it works. Migraines really are the worst! You're going through so much stress right now - that could be a migraine trigger. It's not surprising that the tears come as well. I guess you're scared. You have rehab coming up, which can be daunting as well as the legal hassles. Just do your best Lady. Have you ever tried meditation. It can help you to step back from the real world just a bit and look at it from a more objective perspective. I wish I could help you.
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Old 08-20-2003, 02:53 PM   #3 (permalink)
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{{BIG BIG HUGS}} to you Lady~ I struggle with these migraines too, and it has been very scary these past few months not taking a narcotic for them, but I can tell you it does get better, and really many times I can get through them quicker then when I took the narc pills. Like Anna said try meditation, rub your neck and forehead, get a good back rub.....I am so sorry you are in pain today and wish I could do more to help, but my spirit is with you Lady! Hang on..it does get better!

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Old 08-21-2003, 03:57 PM   #5 (permalink)
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Hi again lady

Im really sorry to hear what you have been through. I know it may sound ridiculous (well it did to me) so early on, but things do get better... and i now know this, even though its still early days...

One thing i always believed, and still do is, the drugs without physical withdrawl or mental withdrawl (is there such?) are in my opinion one of the hardest to kick perhaps... I mean i could admit i had a heroin habbit, but admittng i was powerless over pot? This to me seemed ridiculous, as i had no withdrawl or pain, or anything.... And sometimes because of that, i mean since there is no withdrawl, it is easy to think there is no problem... Took me long time to realise pot for me was a problem too for example...

What i want to say is, things will certainly progressively get better without drugs, and will Certainly progressively get worse with drugs... Dont pick up that 1st one and remember its just for today, or what i believe - "Just for NOW" because in 5 mins maybe tommorow, u will feel better, and no matter what, u cannot predict how u will feel then... So keep it simple (as they say

Contact me if u ever need me

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Old 08-22-2003, 06:32 AM   #6 (permalink)
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I'm trying {reven}

Never had depression like this -------------withdrawals either
Thank you for your words of encouagement.......


I know now that its mostly because of my estrangement from my daughter she's 20
I miss her so much...............

But Thank you

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