I found a sponsor!! and an update from Alycia

[Alycia]

I am so happy. I have been going to meetings for a while now and met a wonderful girl, named Jen. (Along with many other new ppl) I just got off the phone with her! I asked her all the ?s like how long have u been clean, and are u working the steps, and what do I do with her. I will be working the steps with her, and whatever she says, I will follow. Like she said I should make a list every night of 3 things that I am grateful for, and also, call a new girl from na everyday, to make more contacts. That is so cool how things are getting better and better!

I don't know why, but I talked to my baby's dad. He was like, ur not doing good in NA, ur a bad mom, ur in an illusion, just the other day u were talking about getting high, and those ppl aren't ur friends, they don't care about u. I was crushed at first. (that was the "old" me!) Then I said, maybe I wanted to get high, but I DIDN"T DO IT!! And that is all that counts. And I said, ur just jealous cuz I am doing a lot better right now, and I don't need u or am not with u either and that bothers u! I should of known something was up when he called and said he would pick up koleton from the resource home. But I can't make him understand and that is okay with me. Usually that would bother me a lot! Drama and conflict, I try to stay away from, before, it was always around me.

Well, I am sorry to write so long! It just has been a great couple of wks for me, and I want to shout to the world with all my happiness. Things are finally connecting for me, like a puzzle. I am grateful for that, and still being alive, cuz there were many days, I wanted to quit!

The only reason why I have been writing on this thread is cuz most of you aren't subscribed to my blog, and with this, ppl do read more. Also, I hope that if some of u are having probs. with drugs or other issues, that u'll learn from me to get the apprioate help needed like I did. Do it not, instead of waiting until u hit rock bottum!!!!

[northbelle]

Way to go Alycia!! I am SO glad you post what is going on with you cause you are RIGHT..it helps me to read it!! ANd I am sure many others too...
I know isn't it sick the way sick relationships try to bring the other down??? I know my ex would secretly like to see me all strung out on skid row..even though he would deny that tooth and nail...
love ya and I am REALLY REALLY proud of you!!!!!
You are a great little mama!!!
And you are really doing good getting "with "the program!!!
The exact opposite of everything your ex said!!
and that my darlin...is the truth
love north

[Done-With-It]

That's Awesome! Good for you!! Keep working it!!

[ccgirl]

Excellent work. I'm glad you bagged the guy,lol!

[angelgirl]

Wonderful Alycia!!

It's all hard work, but you are doing it. Be proud of everything you get through,
and everything you do. Don't let him drag you down. Maybe he just doesn't want to see you get your life together,, but that' too bad.. You are a strong woman, we are much stronger than we realize.. But we learn..

Prayers,
Becky

[Alycia]

Thanks guys!