ah shoot -----

[emmer]

Ah shoot i'm so pissed off at someone i work with, the f--k---as-hole
i want to go up to him and punch him in the face and kick him in the nuts.
That being said ... if i had my doc i would slam the whole bottle plastic and all.
I am so hurt.......... This is the kind of s--t that is hard on sobriety for me.
im mad that im alive ... i mean what the hells the point .
I'm talking like this because honesty is important i guess.
Maybe i should have posted on the mental health forum....

[chiynita]

Being mad at someone else and taking out on yourself doesnt make much sense.
But then I dont know what the deal is.
It wouldnt be in your best interest to let another person make you backslide.
I hope you feel better.

[best]

Or maybe you should have posted here.
You posted is the important part.

Who is the bigger man..You or him?

Don't let someone elses negative behaviors pull at you Joe.
Your worth so much more then that. You punch him..he wins.
You pray for him and ask God to deal with him...You win.

best...stands over beside Joe...because best likes standing with a winner.

[liveweyerd]

I personally swear by throwing eggs at trees! SPLAT!

[SaTiT]

I just turn it over and let my HP handle people like that
becuase sometimes...it's just all wrong.
I can't react like I used to..but it messes with my sereity or my soberity
because it's just all wrong. some people has no regrads for anyone.
Well..i use to be sick too and I had to learn my lesson...so there you go.
Fair is fair

I know it works becuase I've seen results. I've witness some pretty
strange events...

on a good day I pray for people, i pray for people to be happy.
If people are happy..they're not butt heads. This way they stay
off of my ass..

On a not so good of a day or I'm just minding my own bussiness
and people are just down right freaken mean..
it happens in god's time and sometime in god's speed..lol
I pray for the buasture to get what he deserve..

[kj0975]

Emmer I understand what your talking about I think everyone of us know exactly what your talking about. We dont know what he looks like but each of us reading this is picturing the person in our heads cause I know I used to work with a few of them. At one point jail looked better that looking at that face one more time. I know saying let it go aint gonna make u feel better.

But I'm with best I stand with a winner a winner who overcame the odds your already a winner here. What I do to make myself feel better is say to myself hes such a jerk cause he has a TINY manhood.

So see thats why hes a jerk hes got NOTHING not knowing how to be nice and he upset our EMMER so NO personality and NOTHING in the drawers either. I hope that makes u feel better cause it does me!!!

[liveweyerd]

Lmao

[northbelle]

At my last job there was a gal there that I swear ruined my whole 25 hours just by working with her for 6 hours a day...I let her rent SO much space in my head it was CRAZY!!!
I finally blew my cool and let her know what I thought about her..
I wish I could say something profound..like "I prayed for her every day and the resentment was removed"..I hear that works...
I was just never woman enough to try it..
I tend to side with kj..really irks me that he is a a$$ to you!!!
You know we love you here , thats for sure!!!
love north

[2ala2]

The pills would wear off and you would still be pissed off. Sounds like he's not worth your energy.
I'm glad you shared. Call up someone you love..

[ccgirl]

Emmer, my dear, I believe that's called a trigger. I know you can work through it.


Take it from me. A couple weeks ago, my husband and I went into the local coffee shop and ran into a guy that's really been trying to screw with my husband's business. He started talking trash and my husband walked out. I stopped turned to him and told him "Personally I think you're an obnoxious ***hole" (sober,mind you). He's now suing me for verbal assault (rolls eyes)

[Peter]

Yes, it hurts.

Don't let it take up too much space inside your head.Your best option right now is to let it go. Resentment is the number one stumbling block for addicts.

You are having what I refer to as the "baseball bat effect". Every fibre of your being is screaming out to grab the baseball bat and start swinging, but we all know the consequences we will have to pay for that option.......your only true option it to let it go.....he is not worth losing peace, sleep and perhaps your sobriety over.....

[emmer]

Thanks for your help, I am stll struggling with it. but i am trying. Losing sleep and am feeling very uhealthy.

[windysan]

I had to stop getting angry. It used to consume me. I just stopped. I'll get angry then I'll try to start shutting it down immediately. Seems to work okay.