oxycotton and soma

[cottonhead]

Well here i am again, on the 5th day of withdrawal. I have gone through this 4 times in the last 6 months, it really sucks bad. every month i get my meds [oxycontin 40, soma 350, and perc 5] and i run out at least 10 days before a new script can be written, I am under a pain management program for disc degeneration desease, but i always end up in a bad way when the meds run out, it really sucks, i always tell myself i HAVE to do it right, the withdrawals are killers, i have been on them for over a year now, with doses going up all the time. I just wonder if i will ever be able to do it right, and one question , after the withdrawal does your body go back to a :virgin state ;, so to say with relation to the doses taken before? thanks