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[FLBRIAN]

I have been posting in new comers but figure i should be here too.Hello, Well 3 weeks and still clean. I went to court on my possesion of Heroin charge. Being in the clinic already saved me. I got 18 Mo. probation, with manditory completion of the treatment clinic i already goto. I am still stable at 50mg of Methadone. It seems fine. I have no feelings of wanting more or any drugs. So far so good. Just taking it 1 day at a time. I forgot how much fun my son was with out me having to be high to play with him. I have come out and told my closest friends that i am a addict. They all had no idea. It is funy how when you are addicted no one knows unless you are not high, then everyone wants to know whats wrong. Work has been great, i got my raise back starting 1st of May. They are all behind me also. I am lucky to have a great support group. Ant one out there struggling, just hang in there, it will get better! I went from $200-$250 a day to 0. Although i am on Methadone, it is alot better than the alternative!!!(DEATH).

Lots of Love and Hope,
Brian

[phoenix]

Good to see you here

phoenix