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02-26-2007, 08:19 AM
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you too, sweetie hey, cc, if you can do it, i can do it 
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02-26-2007, 08:42 AM
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| Rinnie's Grandpa  Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Pylesville Maryland
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02-26-2007, 10:04 AM
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| Dopeless Hope Fiend  Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: anchorage Alaska
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Awwww..CC...heck NO I am not offended!! I know I can be sorta rough around the edges sometimes too!! Me with my vast knowledge of street slang!!!! HAHAH....I need to work on polishing my image a little I guess..But ABSOLUTELY NOT CC!! You in NO WAY even began to offend me. you are so SWEET..thank you though!! I am kind of going through some stuff right now. I just can't get ahead of my game...or even on the playing field it seems. Tonight is the cub scout blue and gold dinner. I have to make a german potato salad..I have to find a job...I have to ride the bus to the store this morning..I have to call unemployment cause I forgot to file my claim on the phone yesterday..it is minus 19 degrees out there. But it doesn't scare me much anymore. I am glad you are a goody two shoes dorothy!!!! We wouldn't have you any other way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love north |
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02-26-2007, 11:14 AM
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oh GAWD, if i go to one more "paid survey" site that i go through 15 pages of yes no dots and STILL don't come to the end, i'm gonna scream!!!!!! baby is very, very fussy today....had to end one phone interview early, still haven't called two people back, haven't done my voice recording auditions, and can't seem to get anything done except the damn yes no dots
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02-26-2007, 12:35 PM
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| Goin'....Goin'....Gone! Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: planet earth ( I think...)
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If I could remember my PM I would...went back and looked at my sent ones...can not find anything that I thought you were talking about... SORRY. But.... everyone has my prayers and thoguhts. I gotta go do homework I got 7 pages to finish and got 3hrs to do it class is at 5pm..LOL I procrastinate bad. | |
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02-26-2007, 01:24 PM
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Thanks, North. That makes me feel much better. I DO have a question: My friend went to her son's blue and gold dinner last night too. In girls scouts we do this sort of thing at the end of the school year, so the following fall they enter the next level. Why do the boys do it midseason. She didn't have a clue. P.S. Mostly tired and a bit nauseus. The nauseau is probably from all the ibuprofen. I'm going to end today at 7.5 mg and no diarrhea, not too bad aching, just so darn tired. I fell asleep and missed the bus. Thank goodness I know the woman at the next stop. She grabs the kids if I have to get there late for something. Anyway, I'm thinking and praying that w/ds might not be so horrrible this time. Miki, how are you doing today? Still tired? What'd you make for dinner? |
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02-26-2007, 01:45 PM
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| Goin'....Goin'....Gone! Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: planet earth ( I think...)
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I messed up yesterday...took 40mgs more than I am allowed. I got into a huge fight with a family member and got so stressed out that I popped the extra tablet to chill my nerves. I then messed up again today.... I have so much homework and I am so friggin lazy I popped an extra 1/2 tablet to perc up and do my homework. Now I feel guilty and gotta finish the rest of my homework. I am thinking about not taking my 11pm dose tonight just to even out and get back on track. I have been doing so friggin good too...taking them as directed no more....no less.....but the stress of that huge screaming match and the fact she will not let her kids come downstairs to visit me is crushing me...I love those kids more than life and she knows that not seeing them everyday for an hour or so will hurt me. Came home this afternoon and the 2yr old was in the upstairs windown crying.... his sister opened the window and he was talking the best a 2yr old can saying my name and the words "down & elmo & more"....kept repeating those 3 words over and over out hte window. I knew he was trying to tell me he wanted to come downstairs to my room and play more Elmo on the computer like he does everyday. Breaks my heart to say ... "mommy said no baby" All this because of an arguement over the fact I scolded her 6yr old and put her in the corner for 5min time out when she said to me "I hate you..you are mean..I hate you...I hate you"....noway is a 6yr old gonna talk to me like that or throw herself on the floor screaming those things without doing anything......just cuz I would not let her have junk food 15mins before supper. I did not spank her...I put her in the corner for a time out that was all....I did nothing wrong and will do it again if it happens again...I was right to do that. (the 6yr old spends most Saturday afternoons downstairs with me & sleeps over.....we stay up late late and watch kid movies.....she loves me living down here... and I know kids will be kids but I will stop it before it gets worse... when she acts like that infront of her mother..mother laughs and plays it off as funny..it is not funny at 6yr old...she knows exactly what she is saying and knows better) ok done venting and back to my homework |
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02-26-2007, 04:24 PM
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| Dopeless Hope Fiend Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: anchorage Alaska
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Hey racerg...try ignoring the little gal when she says I hate you..your mean. Chance pulls that too sometimes and all it is is him pushing my buttons. When I take away the buttons ..well he can't push em' anymore.. Man I am making these potato salads . It is a LOT of work. I am making german potato and american potato. I have to get busy..I have NO IDEA why tehy have the blue and gold now...I am new to scouting. love north |
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02-26-2007, 06:17 PM
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hugs to all of you, sorry i haven't been around....RG you told me you had sent out resumes yesterday for the at home jobs i know north, what i am doing is nothing compared to you, but my hands hurt, lol i have been on here SOLID since 8am doing these damn pay things, and applying and researching, etc. i have gotten hired at two places contingent upon a criminal background check (right  )...and turned down three offers....now i have three that i am focusing on, but i get them all confused. inbound/outbound/need headset/don't need headset/have interviewed for/haven't read for...i don't know what's up and down.i am going to start training for one of them either tonite or tomorrow, but i still can't get java loaded.....i know the job requires it, i don't know if training does or not. either way, i need to get it on here asap, and still can't figure it out. don't know who to ask...bigsis has been an awesome help, but still it doesn't install damn i'm pooped
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02-26-2007, 08:13 PM
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please, please say a prayer glen has run off from the treatment center and i am scared to death please pray he returns there tonite....they are supposed to call me the second he shows up if he does not, we are in danger until they arrest him and send him to prison
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02-26-2007, 08:36 PM
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hope your safe Miki...prayers. I am thinking about the work from home computer jobs too....it is quiet here so that is not an issue.....the honest ones do not ask for $$$ up front ...remember that! |
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02-27-2007, 02:01 AM
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I got a guess in my bed ...like I do every night....I can not even get up at night to use the bathroom without getting company.... I'm like "I do not need a chaparon to pee...what the hell"..... damn cat thinks I am his women.
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02-27-2007, 06:03 AM
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no, he never returned there will be a warrant out for him soon....if they ever find him again, he will go to prison more later we made it thru the nite
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02-27-2007, 06:25 AM
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i spoke too soon. they called me at 1145 last nite saying he had until midnite to get in, and they would call me if he did i just called before i decided to keep the kids home and some idiot told me he DID return right at midnite last nite. they do not know what happened yet, though, they will "confront" him this morning i am having the stay away put back on today
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02-27-2007, 08:19 AM
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| Rinnie's Grandpa Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Pylesville Maryland
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Mornin Misti... You and the kids stay safe... Good luck with your job search. Steve
__________________ Either you decide to stay in the shallow end of the pool or you go out in the ocean. Christopher Reeve 1952-2004 |
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02-27-2007, 06:04 PM
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my time is done here, thank you for all your support i see no way out of the situation i am in, and i give up i wish you all the best
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02-27-2007, 07:09 PM
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Quiters never win!!!! Your not a quiter. Get off the pity poty and keep on trucking. THings will get better and u and I know that. Right now things look glim but you know they will only get better. You have beautiful kids, your a good mom, good person. So you have fallen on hard times right now who hasnt? Take the negatives and make them a positive only you can control your happiness, that comes from within. Look at all the good things you have going for you, look at how many people you have helped and supported. Sorry your feeling bad right now but feeling sorry for yourself isnt going to turn things around for you either. SOrry this is harsh but come on Misty. SO many people would kill to have what you have and they cant have it. Keep on keeping on.
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02-28-2007, 04:40 AM
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Misti, We're all here for you. Thinking and praying for you. and we hurt for you too. I'm sure hoping I come on in awhile and find you have posted and let us know how you are. God Bless and Good Morning. |
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02-28-2007, 09:43 AM
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Misti, I've been there -- more than once, and I was damned fortunate to make it back. I can't imagine writing my children's story with me not in it. Everything they are and have today is a direct result of me not giving up. I'm not patting myself on the back. I'm just stating facts. They would not be better off without me, and they would not be better off if I gave in to the pressure and used to escape. They need me, alive and clean, JUST AS YOURS NEED YOU. Is that too much to handle right now? Too much pressure? Too much responsibility? You only have to get through today, this afternoon, the next five minutes. You can never find out how good it really can get if you throw in the towel. It took me a full year before I could see light at the end of the tunnel, but I borrowed faith from others that it was there. I was willing to believe, and my willingness has paid off. Yours will, too. Get to a meeting, sweetie. Please. Peace & Love, Sugah
__________________  There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done Keep me in your heart for awhile ~WZ ANS 01/29/86 - 08/04/08 |
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