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“Hell on Earth”
By: Vanessa H.

Days become undefined
Not knowing the hour,
Hiding behind ragged blinds
I’m losing the power,
Thinking out loud
I really should get some sleep,
No ones listening
In too deep,
Looking around
Everyone is here,
Friends for the moment
Not one the least bit sincere,
No one to trust
It’s all just pretend,
Every word is a lie
Now simple to condescend,
Continuously talking
Not one word makes sense,
Thinking why am I still here?
Everyone becomes an annoyance,
Body is frail
Haven’t ate in 2 days,
A few more speed by
As your body withers away,
Losing your job then your family
Leaving only an addiction,
Altering your mind and personality
Causing depression and a conviction,
Peeking through the blinds
No one is there,
Having severe paranoia
Am I too damaged for repair?
Its time to quit
Face the truth and reality,
I’m stronger than this
More than ready for its finality,
Quitting will be the most difficult journey
I know I must overcome,
I desire a productive life
With genuine friends I can trust
Where I know I am always welcome,
Quit living the life with no happy ending
Where the addictions control is hypnotic,
Be strong and determined and always have faith,
To conquer a mass murderer my worst enemy the narcotic

[LIL_Pebbles]

Very deep, I write dark poetry, your poem is top. Do you have anymore? if so please post them. I can relate to your poem, speed is not my issue, could have been, once i was put on it for Attention Hyper whateve it is lol the speed made me feel euphoric w/ calmness, then i increasedthe dose and well i speeded out, i in general before any substance abuse speed out, if i could bottle what is in my head i would be ritch lol, OK back to some norm here, really love your poem. i wish you real freinds and a life without drugs.

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