Soberwolf

In my family there has been major violence sexual abuse self harm suicide attempts drug and alcohol addictions and here I am 13 months sober !

Just want to say it is possible by making it possible how bad will it get until you realise I know I had to be brought to the brink of death a couple times to finally see what I had become

I am 13 months not a long time but enough time for me to realise I'm a better me like this all the paranoia gone the chaos I created faded away and Iam really really trying some days are so hard when things get a bit tough i know drinking will only make it worse and then kill me with no problem

I write this to the person with a drink in their hand while they read this and seek help Iwrite this to the old timers as a timely reminder of exactly why we got sober

I ccan't drink responsibly and I know I will never be able to FACT



and why would Iwant to this message iis clearit is possible how bad do you want it