For the ppl who responded to my last post, Thank You. I was not expecting the responces I got and truly appreciate it. Ann my dear, I dont think it's possiable to pray any harder than i have been for the past 2 years. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting and keeping me in all of your prayers. In the past 2 years I have been to countless Drs and specialist, this decision I am going to make isnt something I make quickly. I have done countless hours of research and talked to others in both Calif and washington state who use it strictly for their ailments.I didnt mention it before but if and when I do start this, 2 things will happen. 1) I will have my family and close friends monitering my being at all times. Meaning like they say, we relaps way before we pick up. 2)I would'nt be smoking it, rather starting with protein drinks and slowly useing it to cook with.PLEASE UNDERSTAND i AM NOT GLORIFYING THIS BUT RATHER EXCITED ABOUT THE POSSABILITIES THAT COULD COME FROM IT. Thanks again and God Bless.