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| IO Storm | But I "Was" Listening....
"Were you, IO, really?" "I thought I was, God." "I have been...trying to anyway." "Then where did these thoughts that the world would be better off without you and thoughts of drinking come from last evening?" "You know they most certainly did not come from Me!" "Oh..I know..they just seemed to build up I guess..then I couldn't come through for my boy..although he understood..." "I felt so useless" "IO..remember you are not your own..you gave your life back to Me in a motel room two years, two months, and one day ago....and surrendered your life..and your oh my love...Ahem! stubborn will. "Yes, Lord, and I gave my boy back to You also when he was dedicated..." "IO...you don't give yourself enough credit..you surrender on a daily basis..and pray for all of your kids." "Mmmm...God...I know...what has been missing lately...I've been holding on too tight! I haven't been giving You enough credit! Oh! I am so sorry. Not trusting..not turning it over..or turning it over and yanking it back..*Lol*" "IO...I am so used to that from my children ..but it does hurts my heart. Just trust....leave the outcome to me...you cannot prevent another from learning their lessons. And...place your sobriety back into My capable hands." "I will, Lord".."I've been wearing myself trying on my own again". "I love You" "Wonderful! I love you so much beloved IO...." "Oh...and IO...make sure you give credit to your friend who inspired this Listening thread..he's special too." ![]() Special Thanks Patrick
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sherry, you brought tears to my eyes! sis Quote:
what has always bounced back/ that oh so powerfull Trust! and thanks PTB for ask'n miss sis for the listening plug! lol yep, all is still, and always as it should!
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"OK. God." "I know, I did it again....but it didn't last near as long this time. It's just that mother's social worker was just so together, and so professional, and so empathetic. She really went the extra mile." "Hmmmm..reminds me of another one of my children, another social worker I used to know, IO." "Ah, Lord, she came over at six! I remember beating the bushes like that! She was so good with mother...so patient, so sensitive to the needs of the elderly. I was never that good." "No, you weren't!" "That wasn't where I planted you." "You were great with kids..especially the teenagers..and the parents...remember?" "You never minded beating the bushes after hours then either. Now, really, think...relax..why did you go outside and have such a heavy heart after yor mom's social worker left tonight?" "Well, God, you already know..I felt that dark pull, the familiar (thunk) you know, the usleless feeling?" "But only for a moment God!" "That's right IO..I watched the change in your heart...your mind said (maybe I can't save the world, but I can do what I can in my corner of it) "And then you said..you actually said it..this is where God wants me to be." "You know IO, I love to see my children grow like this! Maybe you don't feel like you are out saving the world anymore, but what you are doing for your mom is noticed. By Me. I love you for it, as does she. And you will never, ever regret this assignment. " "O, Lord, thank you so much. I love you so much. I'll keep brightening the corner where I am. "I love you too, IO." "Now go out and shine."
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God needs light in the smaller corners too, otherwise people would get lost. Your little light shines brightly, IO. Thanks for sharing it here too. Hugs
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