I had to ride the crave wave..
I had to ride the crave wave..
I was at odds on whether or not to post this, but decided to to help myself and others. I'm currently 17 days without a drink and today had a severe craving for some wine.
The beast started reasoning with me that if I just had one bottle (yea, bottle) that I would not have to worry about the withdrawals because it's just one.
The beast also had me rationalizing that since I was going on a walk anyway, I might as well go to the store-no one would know.
I stuck very close to SR all day today, did some housework, and did some surfing online.
I'm pleased to say, I'm still sober and even went for my walk. All praises to God for keeping me.
The beast started reasoning with me that if I just had one bottle (yea, bottle) that I would not have to worry about the withdrawals because it's just one.
The beast also had me rationalizing that since I was going on a walk anyway, I might as well go to the store-no one would know.
I stuck very close to SR all day today, did some housework, and did some surfing online.
I'm pleased to say, I'm still sober and even went for my walk. All praises to God for keeping me.
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