lessgravity

A simple, sober night. Some crappy wonton soup. Trying to explain my drinking issues to the new, wonderful woman.

Lots to atone for and take care of. Feel good today.

Want to hold onto this solid, calm feeling and let it carry me for a ways.

No booze today.

Thank you all for your kind and encouraging words.

OpenTuning

Remember, Lessgravity, that you don't need to hit bottom to make a permanent change. That was a huge understanding for me. I would always look around me and see others drinking the same amount or more, so why should I quit? But what they choose to do is up to them. I have a good life with too much to lose. I chose to get off the escalator before it got to the bottom. And I could not be happier that I did.

Don't let your AV convince you again that you can drink "normally", because it sounds like you know that will just lead to you and your ex finding out what your rock bottom really looks like. And it may not be somewhere you can come back from.