JustFine

I had 2 years sober using AVRT. Apparently there was a flaw in my Big Plan and for the last year I have been drinking again. I am ready to start over. Just thought I would say hi.

Darwinia

Don't forget the two years. Thats already a great achievement. If you managed that anything is possible.

brynn

Glad you're here, justfine!

JustFine

Thank you both. It's good to be back

Dee74

Welcome (back) JustFine

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fini

welcome, JustFine.

tursiops999

Welcome, JustFine!

fini

hope you're doing okay, JustFine.

JeffreyAK

Right, you get to keep the wisdom you gathered up in those two years, and learn from your mistakes too! So what do you think you'll do differently this time around?

MythOfSisyphus

Time for a new Big Plan!

graced333

Hi - staying always present, for me, works. Even when life events are really difficult. A few deep breaths and a good read can move me forward. Hope springs eternal! Not sure who wrote that...

JustFine

Well for one as to what I will do different is I needed to add the.... And Never Change My Mind Part. I am a bit aggravated today. In the middle of moving, high stress job and just kinda Uugghh!!!! However, the Beast is playing a few mind games too so I am recognizing it for what it is and trying to stay positive. However, I am not afraid.
Thanks for all the kind words and welcomes..... It means a lot��

Belier

Welcome JustFine!

JustFine

Today was ok. Friday's and Saturdays are always kinda rough because I was more the weekend warrior type. Off to bed tomorrow is another day. �� Thanks to you all for the kind words.... JF

tursiops999

Good going, JustFine, and I'm glad to see you posting here! Moving can be really stressful ... feel free to lean on us for support.

JustFine

Moving is stressful and I'm moving in with my long term boyfriend to save money to buy a house so....... I'm not crazy about his "bachelor pad" to begin with. My apartment is beautiful but I don't want to be renting forever. Staying optimistic about it!!!! Trying to remember everything is temporary and it will be worth it in the long run.
Oh and I guess I have a week sober today!!!! Not much compared to years but the past is the past. I chose to pick it back up and I am choosing to take my power back. It is what it is.
JF

brynn

Well done on a week And well done on taking your power back!!
xo

Dee74

well done on your week JF

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Delilah1

Welcome Just Fine!!

JustFine

Just found 4 coronas in my fridge. I never drink now right.... Then why is the damn beast just screaming in my ear have one. Have all of them....then have some more!!!!! Uuuuggghhhh