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| Can it be this simple? God, as I understand him.
The "GOD" aspect of AA is what scared me away from AA for many years and that has almost killed me. I attended my first meeting on Sunday, May 17th, 2009. Three days ago as I write this. (It's 5:00 AM and my insomnia is because I am going through my Last withdrawl. There will not be another.) For more than forty years I have been unequivocly Athiestic. Man has created GOD or god to meet his own needs. Our world exists because of a series of changes that have occured slowly over billions of years. Still I believe the concept of a god has been helpful to both Man and Mankind; I had even become jealous of those who could yield thier future to such a concept, especially if the result was sobreity. Still I had to find some "As I understand him" that would work for me. "Group Of Drunks" was suggested to me and it will work just fine for step Two; Not so much for steps Three, Six, Seven or Eleven. Even if it did, I'm not sure I want to turn my future over to this "Group". Replacing a devotion to Vodka with a devotion to AA doesn't strike me as such a good idea. "Higher Power" in step two is easy. Two people can do more than one and enough can elect a president or stop a war; Clearly there is a higher power than just me (or you). Besides, In step one we admitted that we've got a problem we can't solve. Step two seems to me, is agreeing that it can be solved, with help. There is life on earth because changes occuring over lots of time made it happen; Why won't that work? God = Change over time = creation? Possibly simply: god = future Works for me. |
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Yes, it can be that simple. For me, this conception has changed over time. As I grow, so does my conception. The important thing is that you are open to having a conception. For example, I became willing to research different spiritual approaches. I read Zen, Taoism, and other spiritual teachers. I highly reccommend Jiddu Krishnamurti. His book, The First and Last Freedom, has opened my eyes in so many ways. He is not affiliated with any organized religion, either. For me, at this moment, God is not a word but God is an experience. God is not a noun, but God is a verb. |
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I currently have a fluid understanding of God as I understand God. I consider God to be many things like a "Group Of Drunks" or "Good Orderly Direction" (The Dharma) or Zen or the totality of the known universe or a collective of people seeking positive change. I view turning my over will to God of my understanding as aligning my will with my conceptions of God. I have even found a way to pray that has meaning to me. That being a Tibetan prayer wheel. ![]() Quote:
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I'm glad you've found a concept of G*d with which you can work, soontobe.. - the sort of change we seek in recovery is not the same sort of change we seek in active addiction , the change of a switch going on and off. It's the change of a process which occurs in its own time, not in ours. Wish you well.
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My concept of a higher power has evolved and continues to evolve. I hope it never gets static and I have the delusion that I know what this thing is. I have no idea what it is; I just can't deny it in my life. I've had a spiritual awakening as the result of taking the 12 steps. It sounds like we started from the roughly the same place. | |
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| ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ | And a big welcome to the Sober Recovery forums soontobehomeles.
__________________ My ❀ Name ☯ Is ❤ Will G ☞ 禅 “The easiest thing to be in the world is you. The most difficult thing to be is what other people want you to be. Don't let them put you in that position.”― Leo Buscaglia |
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hmmmm, I am a little jealous! I am still in the "I can do all this on my own, I surrender nothing" frame of mind=) Although in my heart I have always known there were currents felt but unseen. The leap for me isn't believing that something IS more powerful than me, the leap for me is admitting I need that something to fix me besides me
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Not to mention that I thought marriage could "fix" my drinking problem, or moving could "fix" my drinking problem, or switching brands or not going to bars or only drinking in bars or on special occasions or waiting until after dinner or only mixing vodka with Diet Coke. For crying out loud, all I did was look outside of myself for something to fix me, fix my drinking problem, and fix everything else wrong with my life. Needless to say, one of my favorite sentences in the Big Book is: Quote:
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mmmm...just in a meeting where this came up.....people talked about "choosing there concept" and i don't believe that is possible. It's "god, as we understand him" i believe that god has a specific meaning....so as long as i understand the word god to mean all loving, all powerful, all seeing, and all knowing....i cannot believe in god. That said, for now i simply replace the word god with HP and do just fine. I was struck by how the literature is full of the belief that those wanderers from faith will soon be back on board, silly little children... But i understand that that is simply the place that the fist 100 were at at the time the literature was written.... What i know today is i am firm on step 1 and step 2...actually i'm firm on most of the steps today...my problems seem to be on the self dicipline envolved in steps 10 and 11....so that will need to be a focus off to do my review of yesterday and start my today
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Ananda, I'm glad that you have something that works for you. That's all any of us really want, I think, something that works in our lives. I agree that the discipline of 10 and 11 is tough. Especially 10 for me. A guy in my home group has shared so much about step 10, how he does it, what it does for him, that I really took it to heart and put in more effort. The result of that has been wonderful. |
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I believe in God but I also don't believe I am powerless either. Thus I don't really fit into step thinking nor a non religious thinking. I guess I am just happy that I don't use substances for whatever reason and it really doesn't matter the important thing is that I am clean and I am happy and at peace. I gave up trying to cram myself into a mold of recovery and give it a formal name.
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It can be exceedingly simple. This is a nice thread. I like when there's no bashing of beliefs or concepts. It's a very intimate topic. And I'm happy for you to have come to such a pleasant and gracious understanding. Great job on sdtaying in the positive.
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Even with your own personal conception of God, you still have to turn your will over to it. So really it doesn't matter what "God" is, its still functioning in the same way as the Judeo-Christian entity. You have to depend on it and conceptualize it the same way as the rest of the people in the AA room to get rid of your drinking problem. I don't surrender to anything. Surrendering is what makes the program non-secular.
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People surrender to gut feelings or their 6th sense--I don't believe either arose out of any religion. Surrender, it is just a human behavior. Religion didn't invent it. Surrender does not always mean failure. Surrender can be a positive thing. I'm not even sure one can love another without surrending to the experience of love. And what about forgiveness? Isn't forgiveness a form of surrender? | |
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Sorry for the late response but I didn't clarify myself. Surrendering to something unknown because I'm apparently insane is not the same thing as surrendering because I naturally do. In other words, in the examples you bring up-love, forgiveness, I automatically surrender (or know that its right to). I don't need to take a leap of faith or make a judgment about my self like I need to for AA. I stand by my point that surrendering to an unknown entity because I'm broken in character is not secular. Secularism is to believe in the innate power of the human in spite of "divine intervention." The 12 steps are inherantly anti-secular because you rely on a HP. Its just MO. I think a secular person can follow the 12 steps loosely, but there's no way to make the 12 steps secular. btw, surrendering to something doesnt necessarily bring peace. I've surrendered to the law, even though I don't believe in many of the laws, but because I don't want to go to jail I "follow them" when I can lol
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well...regardless...this section is entitled "secular 12 step recovery" That means differnt things to different people and i think there is room for all of use here ![]() I like the conclusion of the original poster...change over time would definately work for me ! Quote:
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Maybe you are right and the 12 steps are not "secular." But within the context of how the term is being used for this forum, I think most of us define it as using a 12 step program without an ecclesiastical HP. Surrendering to a HP is not limited to the Judeo-Christian tradition. Some spiritual disciplines and philosophies surrender to "The Way," or "The Now," or reality or nature. |
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Could it be surrendering to "that which is the natural order?" Actually, that sounds a little stuffy; but hopefully the idea is there. I get in trouble when I start thinking: "HEY! Our caveman ancestors probably found pools of fermented water and went nuts sipping the stuff up." That's the natural order isn't it? There's certain species of bees that go sip the nectar of Sacred Datura and end up gleefully flying around the forest. Of course, the down side is: the drunken caveman is more likely to get eaten by the Sabertooth than his sober buddy, and the intoxicated bee ends up meeting a windshield by the end of the day. |
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I highly recommend Sandy B. and Bob B.'s 4-part recording entitled "There is a Solution" (2004) I think it's available on XA. Amazing stuff on this topic.
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First off OldManJudo and soontobehomeles to Sober Recovery.Quote:
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