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Old 04-11-2008, 03:05 AM   #1 (permalink)
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Why is it that sometimes - often - a meeting can just make us feel a whole lot better?

I went to one last night, became a newcomers meeting. It felt magical. Using "magical" as shorthand for "stuff happens for which I have no adequate explanation, primarily because I don't have an education in group psychology".

I dunno. There is so much benefit in the power of fellowship, maybe because our condition is one of such loneliness? Aloneness? Sometimes, when I look back on my drinking and the life that went with that, I felt so incomplete. Separate. I can still feel like that, if I don't work on the "maintenance of my spiritual condition" - to borrow an AA metaphor. And then, at a meeting, I can be reminded, in a hug or a quiet word, or in the honest shares of my friends for the ketotic newcomer, that it doesn't have to be like that.
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Thanks for that Paul. Lovely little post. "Honest" jumped out at me from it. Haven't been to an AA meeting in quite a while, but when I did, there were days when I was so moved I could have cried all the way home, just at the sense of people trying sincerely to lay aside the bullshit and posturing and competition and fronting - or just the banality - of so much of what and how we communicate every day. No such thing as *complete* sincerity, or honesty, I suppose, but that's not the point: to be in the presence of a warm, easy, focussed effort to speak freely and openly is quite something. And that this communication happens not just for its own sake, but to help alleviate others' suffering. That's magic too.

Then there's a sort of present-ness, you know? I eat really badly - always too fast, gobbling the food down like someone was going to take it away. Too many meals eaten alone maybe. Anyway, I've taken to pausing before I eat, just for a few seconds, to concentrate on what I'm going to eat, to be happy that I have some good food to fill me up, that I'm not hungry, to appreciate the taste of it and the feeling of filling myself up, to be aware of what I'm doing and content that I'm doing it. (A kind of atheist's grace before meals, natch.)

What's that to do with AA? Well, I guess I wanted to say that a meeting is a kind of pause-into-the-present like that too, but a pause together. And, again, not just for its own sake, or for my own sake, but personal and more than personal, at the same time.
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Old 04-19-2008, 10:12 PM   #3 (permalink)
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thanks paul
i recently attended my first na and then ma meetings.
i felt really good after nand i still do
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Old 04-20-2008, 11:14 AM   #4 (permalink)
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Welcome buddy.

Keep going. There's something special in those rooms.
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Old 04-20-2008, 03:49 PM   #5 (permalink)
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I always feel much better (most of the time) when I go to a meeting. And for me it really is simple. I love being with a group of people who understand me, and share similar histories of addiction. It helps me so very much to know I am not alone.

And yes...the love and laughter help so very much!
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yeah' I used to love my NA meetins. the love and support I felt was good enough to keep me sober and clean for another day. Lately, I have been resistant to attending because I can not locate a rational recovery group or one with out the God dependency.
My recovery is humanistic and the help I give and receive comes from humans and is for humans. I get caught up in the continuous God training I hear at these meetings and it distracts me from the purpose of why I am there. To get help and give it.
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Why is it that sometimes - often - a meeting can just make us feel a whole lot better?

I went to one last night, became a newcomers meeting. It felt magical. Using "magical" as shorthand for "stuff happens for which I have no adequate explanation, primarily because I don't have an education in group psychology".

I dunno. There is so much benefit in the power of fellowship, maybe because our condition is one of such loneliness? Aloneness? Sometimes, when I look back on my drinking and the life that went with that, I felt so incomplete. Separate. I can still feel like that, if I don't work on the "maintenance of my spiritual condition" - to borrow an AA metaphor. And then, at a meeting, I can be reminded, in a hug or a quiet word, or in the honest shares of my friends for the ketotic newcomer, that it doesn't have to be like that.
Paul,

hmmmmmm.I often wonder too, what is *it* that happens in a group of drunks who are not drinking, gathering together to connect in a singleness of purpose.

I think thats *it*!! A group of drunks, who are not drinking.....a sober drunk which in itself is a miracle, thus compounded by the number of bodies present at any meeting.............there's some juice right there

and

getting these sober mracles of mental health to gather together for an hour with a singleness of purpose, which is to help one another. now, that is powerful.

sitting in the presence of this is like being metal shavings sitting near to a strong magnet.

in a meeting, i am able to rivet my attentionally deficient sieve of a brain in a focused way, unlike any other part of my day. this, in turn, relaxes my brain and softens my humanness.

and did i mention, it feels good?
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Why is it that sometimes - often - a meeting can just make us feel a whole lot better?.....
For me that happens during Group at the clinic. I feel empowered by the validation I receive in my choice of a personal recovery plan. It is very rewarding to feel the praise of other members as I am recognized for the work I do to keep myself sober.

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.......My recovery is humanistic and the help I give and receive comes from humans and is for humans. I get caught up in the continuous God training I hear at these meetings and it distracts me from the purpose of why I am there. To get help and give it.
Me too. I like to remind my self the real reason I am sober: help from caring others. Thats why I choose groups at the clinic. I'm not distracted by mythology and all that confusing stuff that goes with it. I just want to get sober not converted into myth beliefs.
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yeah' I used to love my NA meetins. the love and support I felt was good enough to keep me sober and clean for another day. Lately, I have been resistant to attending because I can not locate a rational recovery group or one with out the God dependency.
My recovery is humanistic and the help I give and receive comes from humans and is for humans. I get caught up in the continuous God training I hear at these meetings and it distracts me from the purpose of why I am there. To get help and give it.
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I can completely identify with every word. Personally, I am into Eastern Mysticism -- Buddism, Taoism and Yoga. None of these mention the word God, which I just don't believe in, but are practical paths to living this life in the here and now!
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Old 06-19-2008, 05:48 AM   #10 (permalink)
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the last few meetings i went to a coupla years ago really gave me the creeps.
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Old 06-22-2008, 06:42 PM   #11 (permalink)
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Windy....lol.

I went to a meeting the other day and thought there was going to be a baptism afterward. I guess some meetings really focus on God.
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Old 06-25-2008, 04:06 PM   #12 (permalink)
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I believe there is a force within us,and when we come together,it multiplies it`s goodness,I call it the Higher Power

do these words sound familier?
where two or more are gathered....
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I love my meetings!
If the God thing bugs, can't you just mentally replace their word God with higher power?
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If the God thing bugs, can't you just mentally replace their word God with higher power?
What if you don't believe in a higher power? Meaning Atheist rather than Agnostic.
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What if you don't believe in a higher power? Meaning Atheist rather than Agnostic.
Higher Power doesn't need to be a spiritual substitute. It can be what some in AA follow (GOD = Group Of Drunks). There are many alternatives.

For me, my HP in recovery is my notebook of SMART tools. Although I'm religious my recovery is Secular. When it comes to the one thing that gives me the ability to fight my addiction, its the notebook of directions and tools I've downloaded from the SMART Website.

Maybe someone else can share their Secular HP?
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Thanks Alera. Appreciate that. Good perspective. Are these 'smart' tools available somewhere I can see online?
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I don't believe in god....but have lots of hps---a big one is the law of cause and effect. You know a tornado and lot of things in nature are powers greater than me in many ways.

a path to living that works is a higher power for me.

Just some thoughts.
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