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| Member Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: London
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...that I Quit, had **** all **** ******* ******* **** feels like **** **** ******* ****!!!!! **** ****, so **** **** **** Arrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh ******* ****!!! withdrawal ******* **** **** pangs you idiot arggghhh **** innocent? Never **** **** punched him.
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| Binge poster Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Scotland
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My first day I shouted at my other half that if the dogs went out for a pee they had to be back for 8am, because I was leaving then and DID THEY ********* UNDERSTAND THAT?! It will get better, promise. I'm almost human now. J
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| Member Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: London
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Yes, snapping. I was snapping around all night last night. | |
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| Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Salisbury Wiltshire
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I admire you FIVE and anyone else who is giving up the weed!...i did it cold turkey twice in this lifetimeand started again...for **** sake why??????????????? so here i am still addicted and hating it.....way to go five.....keep it up my friend.... |
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| Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land
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I was snappy on saturday. My friend said, "let's see, your husband is in the hospital and you've haven't had a cigarette in a week, and you think your not supposed to be snappy!" lol I guess she had a point. Keep going. I can't believe I am doing this.
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| ZING Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: ILLINOIS
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| Grateful recovering alcoholic Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Blissfield, MI
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Five, I feel really bad for my kids...sometimes I'm ok, calm...then other times, wow I fly off the handle at some of the stupidest crap. I'm at the close of day 9 for me...which I can't frickin' believe!!! The 2nd, 3rd, and 7th day were the absolute worst for me (so far). Chanting over and over and over..."I don't want to smoke" seemed to really help me a lot. That and the pained look of my 9 year old...and my mom...and my dad...and my husband...my baby hasn't figured out that "yuckies" are harmful to one's health yet. Just for today, just for this moment. I found a "non-smoking" sponsor which has helped me be accountable. He's a really intense dude that I know wouldn't hesitate to kick my arse...kinda scares me back into almost "believing" that "I don't want to smoke!!!". LOL Good luck, this too shall pass, Jen |
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